Damn this hurts the feels

Wait wasnt this one supoosed to be +18? Its over already?

It's already finished over on Patreon! Not here on FA!

Yep, that description confused me for a moment as well! 😅 The first sentence reads like this here is the last page, until you later get the needed context of “on patreon”.

Theeeeeere we go. Made a correction that should hopefully put a stop to my confusing everyone!

Brilliant, cheers!

This one hit me extra hard. The whole bit about how the damage will always be there. I've been taught to hate humanity. I've been "the freak" at every stage of my life. I was bullied by kids in every grade and even a teacher in middle school. I have a bump on the back of my head from the time the neighbors through rocks at me when I lived in Los Angeles.
And "asking... begging for an answer. What did it do wrong?" Yeah, I grew up hating myself. I'm 30 now and didn't stop hating myself until just recently.
I'm still trying to teach myself to stop hating humanity though. I don't know if there's enough paint in the world to fix that.
People like you give me hope. Someday I want to have enough energy to tell stories through art. As it currently stands I have barely enough energy to work full time as I have to. I'm sure I'll be able to have that someday and your work always inspires me to keep trying.

I feel like you've come a long way from where you were, especially through what you endured. Hate, distrust, and destruction are all things that are so easy to become consumed by and let dictate our worldview and lives.

It's never really talked about enough that there really is no forget in forgive and forget. We're like...pieces of wood that a nail goes through. You can remove the nail but the mark remains. All we can do is live with it, and god willing, find a path towards happiness, towards love if not for others then ourselves.

You're among friends here, and I personally will be waiting patiently to see what you have to share and what you have to say. The journey is never easy...never. But gods to I thrive on the pride watching those like yourself continue to try and be something positive in this world instead of...the next nail.

It takes a lot for me to shed any tears. I woke up today and saw your message. I couldn't help but feel loved and understood. Thank you for the heartfelt and lovely work you do and I am very grateful for the extra time you took to send this reply. Thank you so much :)

Wonderfully powerful prose

That's a beautiful piece right there :c