Don't know if this helps or not, but at least you still managed to get to a certain skill level in art, even if you feel like you don't improve that much anymore. You still had the will to fight even if it seems that it was for nothing. This is why you're already better than me. Don't give up!
I've been trying to get back to drawing for the last 8-9 years, but depression and the fear of failure just always push me away from picking up a pencil and start doing what i loved... I'm not getting any younger and the fear of not acomplishing something that i like in life is making my anxiety worse... It's my fault tho, i admit it...
I hope things will get better for you soon, best wishes! (also, i'm sorry if what i sad didn't really help, i'm really bad at giving advices)

Thank you, I appreciate it, and you for taking the time to comment on it - thank you, and for what it's worth, I hope you do end up taking your personal journey's step! We're all just pushing against the wind most of the time anyway haha. Thanks again !

I've never been the greatest with words, but i have to say i always find is spectacular to see how much your art and you as an artist have grown. Its truely impressive to remember were you were all those years ago and think of all you've done along the way. Designs, colors, shirts, body protions, dynamics, lighting, background, Commisions.
While i can feel that time part I can't say i know where you are at or just believing makes it all work out, but as a long time fan and friend, i hope you never sell yourself or what you've accomplished short.

Nerd.

Thanks Rally, I'm always appreciative of your company and comments so thank you. And for also being one of the few that's stuck with me through the years, through all my phases <3

Maybe I dont say it enough but I do appreciate getting to know you however much that was possible (through the internet :P).
Thanks Rally, I'll try!