Floating and turning and hovering in a prism of soft glass breaths, I feel my body begin to fall apart from itself in such weightlessness. The most comforting embrace of twinkling geometries rolls over my skin. There is no world in this world. There is no past, present, or future. Only a permanent cascade of sine wave hums through this fabric free of time and space. In fractal-like patterns my memories lie in all areas. And when I swim through it, I see XXXX. He knows I am here. We were both here and we though we didn't see it before, we know we are here.

I glide as a feather to XXXX, and without him saying a word he turns to me and we wrap ourselves together. Already, there was this bliss in nothingness. Peace in solitude. Tranquility in emptiness. But with XXXX, there was a reason to being here. It all made sense. We were already here. It was as if this moment had already happened hundreds of times before. All of this, these still, breathing, shifting, frozen panes of light and kaleidoscopic contours. As I continued to hold XXXX, I could feel my insides begin to seep from my pores. He too began to seep.

But he was not afraid. Neither was I. This was meant to be. The very thing we had been searching for all of our lives without even knowing it. To melt and fade into each other with the world crumbling all around because it did not matter, not in that sense of hopeless despair, but the kind of relaxed contentment. It did not make sense. But it did not have to. In very absence of its meaning we found the meaning. It was love. Equilibrium.

with this realization, I could see XXXX's lips mouth muted words, but though I was deaf, I knew what he had said. I said the same. Our bodies began to dissolve into the infinite plane of light, scattering slowly across horizons. The particles swirled and swam and danced on the currents. There was no ego dissolution or ego death. It was a beyond death experience. Our souls merged. XXXX faded with me. I ceased to exist. All that was left was a shapeless white thing, until it too began to shrink, and eventually, all we could see was everything.