I am feeling hate
Hate that I have never felt before
The pain
It Is too much
Too much to bear
The hurt
It fills my heart
Those words were said
And cannot be taken back
Those painful words
Used to hurt me
And it worked
And you don’t care
Not in the least
You just sit there and smile
As I am in tears
In pain
And you laugh
Laugh at my expense
Why
Why must you laugh
At my pain
At my hurt
Why must I cry
For your enjoyment
Why can’t I smile
But wait
I can
I can because I have family
Family who loves me
Family who will do anything for me
Family who will stop at nothing to make me happy
I know this
Cause of what they have done for me already
So now I look at you
No longer afraid
No longer in tears
No longer in sorrow
And do nothing
But smile at you
Cause I know that I threaten you
Threaten you with my ability to love
Threaten you with my ability to think
Threaten you with my ability to make friends
And I know
That you are just afraid
But I am here
To let you know
I won’t let this be the end