There are two ways of how to handle art. One is for business and sense pleasure and the other one is for wisdom and healing. In the one way, you are judging or comparing a lot and you create because you want to get something out of it and it feels kind of serious, in the other way you just do it because it is a spontaneous happening. Art has always been an important thing in my life. I used to be kind of addicted to look at art and I never wanted to miss all the new art which people were uploading on the internet. I used to collect all the art which I found beautiful on my computer. I identified myself with my likings in art. I also used to like to make photographs of beautiful nature sceneries and animals and collect the pictures. It felt kind of compulsive to always have to take pictures of everything beautiful I see and I couldn't really enjoy being in nature like this. When I had the spiritual experiences, I could see how much this was burdening me and that it was keeping me from growing spiritually if I do not let go of these habits. The collecting habit was a burden because when you collect something, you live in fear of losing what you collect. When you have nothing, you cannot fear losing it. So after the spiritual experiences, I deleted all the pictures which I have collected over the years. It was a bit strange at first because it used to be a really big thing for me, but I got used to it and I felt the relief that something huge fell off me and that I was less attached to my ego.