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Little early but I'm a little busy tomorrow and not very busy right now.
So when I first started presenting female I bought a load of clothing that I liked online and I did manage to size myself correctly, but I never took into account if the clothing would look good on ME. So I ended up with a lot of clothing that I tried and felt super insecure about. Id love to be able to walk outside wearing a nice skirt or a dress and not worry about stupid little things, but for now I'm just insecure and end up doing what lily just did on the last few pages..
I'd also like the confidence to not let something as small as a small gust of wind send me home. Like on this page I wore a knee high skirt but ended up running home when the wind blew it up, I was wearing padding and 2 laters of tights! No one saw anything!
Anyway, just showing some of the frustrations I had/have when getting ready in the morning.

For the technical side.
I learned how to use the perpective tool so I can now use pattern brushes for bricks, wall paper and a few other things.
I also learned how to do my shadowing a lot nicer. Before I just used black and blended it in, then changed the layer opacity to make it a shadow... Ye that's apparently not the norm. So i learned how to use a multiply layer and what colors to use for shadows. Blue is supposed to be winter/cold, red for summer/hot, and so on.. But I also saw people saying to use different colors depending on the item the shadow is on so idk. I chose to use one consistent color, its primarily red but I added a hint of blue as it looks more natural and less like a red filter.