Dawrs, I can relate to a point, in so far as having poetic chains of thought from out of the blue that inspire one to dwell on them for a long time to come goes. When I was a young pup, I thought I was clever for this one.

"I don't know what's coming, but I know I've had it.
I don't know where I'm going but I know I've been there.
Hello, goodbye.
Hello, goodbye." - Wolfy Wet Furr

Been through allot more trials since then, whoo'boy, younger me indeed had no idea what was coming, and I sure as heck had more than enough of it! X3

Life's pretty good now though. <3

I hope things are going well for you more recently too.