Jackson is too weak to even stand, he just falls if you pick him up and stand him on his feet. His appointment is at 11:00. Today we say goodbye to my little buddy, my little brother, my little boy. He's looking at me as I write this right now, I've been laying with him all night. He has no idea that this is the last night he will have seen his other two friends, slept in his own bed. Lived in his own house.

Today is the last day he's going to see the sun, the last day he's going to smell the sweet summer air, the last time he's going to walk out of the door and ride in the car.

He has no idea.
All he knows is that I'm with him by his side.
I love him and he loves me.
There's nothing anyone can do it's not a person on this Earth who can help he's looking at me. I'm thankful to have known him I'm thankful to giving him 12 years of happy life, he helped me through the deaths of my girlfriend, my best friend, Duncan's wife, Nana and Popo, Lisa and Luna. It's bittersweet because I hate how the world sucks but at the same time I'm so happy and proud to have known such a wonderful little dog.