All I wanted was to succeed and establish friendships with people I meet. I never asked to be inflicted with unsolvable torment. Everyone around me succeeds, they have skills and talents that I lack. I can't befriend these people, and always end up falling on my own issues. I just want to feel something other than pain. I just want to befriend people and not come off as a complete lunatic. I just want to be able to develop skills and succeed.

The chains of life are unfair, and no amount of motivational quotes or encouragement will change that. There are countless labyrinths that I am caught in, there are many people I wish to meet but cannot. My life energy is critically low, rendering me barely functional. I need this torment to end. Please.