it was just after sunset; there were still enough light to see outside. i saw you, pakcing ,moving any belongging yet crying to the point it felt terrible for me too. i remembered that same day we talked about what was right. how things were terrible and how you had to decide rather you wanted to stay here or just leave. risking your prize possession that you cherrish so much: love ... i knew it wouldn't be easy and i knew that you would decide apon on the thing i despise, but i never made the choice for you i just cleared things enough so you could decide for yourself... the next morning you woke just leaving something for me a small bracelet with a heart in it. it was meant for you ,but given to me... and thats the day you left again...

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this songs remind me a bit of how things got in life B/w me and my sister sure enough the song's lyric reminded me of the same day i was describbing up there. i guess i'm still denyying the fact she decided to go back to her husband. either way the song specificly is called "When It Rains" by Paramore

"When it Rains"
Song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irdXJfD1Ht4

Lyric:
And when it rains on this side of town
It touches everything
Just say it again and mean it
We don't miss a thing
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
and convinced yourself
that it's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

And when it rains
You always find an escape
Just running away
From all of the ones who love you
From everything
You made yourself a bed at the bottom
Of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep till May
You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

(Explain your side, Take my side)
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances we'll make it somehow
And Take these chances and turn it around
Just turn it around.

and no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming
no (oh) how could you do it
(oh I) I never saw it coming and
(no oh) I need an ending
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

you can take your time, take mine