Two Days ago. I finally swallowed the whole harsh truth about myself. Everyone else says to ignore it. But how? What do they know? They forced me to live this way...It's not my fault. It's not...I didn't choose this did I? Am I really the bad guy here?
Ever since then my dreams became darker. My Day dreams from which I can control became uncontrollable. I can barely sleep anymore. I've ever been so silent, not to speak a word unless spoken to. Sit in the silence of this prison I call home. Torturing myself in many ways possible.
I'm no nice guy. I'm bad, terrible and downright mean guy. Maybe I use these stupid faces all the time ( n.n nwn owo >w< ). No one wants me around, I can see it written on everyones faces.
And thats my doodle for today folks. n.n It's a shameless replica of my half of the room.
Ever since then my dreams became darker. My Day dreams from which I can control became uncontrollable. I can barely sleep anymore. I've ever been so silent, not to speak a word unless spoken to. Sit in the silence of this prison I call home. Torturing myself in many ways possible.
I'm no nice guy. I'm bad, terrible and downright mean guy. Maybe I use these stupid faces all the time ( n.n nwn owo >w< ). No one wants me around, I can see it written on everyones faces.
And thats my doodle for today folks. n.n It's a shameless replica of my half of the room.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Miscellaneous
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 300 x 300px
File Size 6.9 kB
I don't think you are a bad person, either. And even if you are, feeling guilty about it is better than not feeling anything.
But just as important is that those who are bad can be redeemed. Try to remember that.
There will always be someone who cares about you. You may never meet them, but they still care. I try to be that person to everyone, and even if I fail, there are others who won't.
I hope you'll feel better soon. If not, I hope to help you feel that way.
I wish you well.
But just as important is that those who are bad can be redeemed. Try to remember that.
There will always be someone who cares about you. You may never meet them, but they still care. I try to be that person to everyone, and even if I fail, there are others who won't.
I hope you'll feel better soon. If not, I hope to help you feel that way.
I wish you well.
...what?
how could you even say, no THINK this about yourself?
first of all, you're not bad, and certainly not terrible. c'mon. ever since i met you you've been nice to me. ^_^
second there's alot of people who care about you...here and in real life. i care about you..dash cares about you...kure cares about you, oogzy..alot of people, see?
well, zan. just hope you cheer up and feel better. T_T
how could you even say, no THINK this about yourself?
first of all, you're not bad, and certainly not terrible. c'mon. ever since i met you you've been nice to me. ^_^
second there's alot of people who care about you...here and in real life. i care about you..dash cares about you...kure cares about you, oogzy..alot of people, see?
well, zan. just hope you cheer up and feel better. T_T
FA+

Comments