No, we do understand!

you know, i had also pretty hard struggles in my childhood... mainly because of my tantrums in school. to be honest, i cringe very hard if i think about how long i discused with my teachers if that one number was 43 or 48. i still have problems with that, but not nearly as bad as a few years ago. if downfall would seek me, she could take control of me as well. i kinda address that also in the lore of my fursona, where he has 7 spirits in a amulet, called his "sins", who absorb overflowing emotions like the rage and allow him to use his emotions more constructive.

Anyway, very interested into what happens next! :D

No, she has us

Hope this doesn't sound too cheesy, but I'm getting a good Insight onto what you're planning for the end here.

I think I definitely missed the forest for the trees before when this was put on hiatus, because now, I can see the forest lol. This is some really fine work, and a fine message hidden in it. =)