Well here it is. I did a sad picture while listening to Rufus Wainrights "Hallelujah"

No,  JakuboDiamondback is not dead. I just fear that more than my own passing because I will feel so alone. I put the quote there because it just... describes what it makes me feel.

Hallelujah is a cry of great joy. Death releases a body from this world and it is free but the rest of us are left with a void. Its hard to get over a death of a loved one.