This is the second track from my album, Mess, released in October 2021. I figured out that music could be uploaded to FA, so I decided to put all my songs here. The description of this song, taken straight from my website, goes as follows...
I started writing this track by messing around with a synthesizer, and it had sine folding distortion, which I thought sounded kind of like something you'd hear from the Yamaha YM2612, which is the sound chip used in the Sega Genesis video game console. Listening to sounds produced by the chip and the sounds from this song side-by-side, you will quickly realize that they sound nothing alike. The song sat stagnant for like half a year until in November of 2020 when I picked it up again and made some serious progress. I wanted to capture the feeling of these dissociative episodes I sometimes get, where I can recognize my surroundings as being my home, my room, my school, et cetera, but for whatever reason they just don't feel like those places. I use that word because I don't have a better one to describe it, I don't know if it actually qualifies as dissociation. I don't want to falsely diagnose myself of something.
I started writing this track by messing around with a synthesizer, and it had sine folding distortion, which I thought sounded kind of like something you'd hear from the Yamaha YM2612, which is the sound chip used in the Sega Genesis video game console. Listening to sounds produced by the chip and the sounds from this song side-by-side, you will quickly realize that they sound nothing alike. The song sat stagnant for like half a year until in November of 2020 when I picked it up again and made some serious progress. I wanted to capture the feeling of these dissociative episodes I sometimes get, where I can recognize my surroundings as being my home, my room, my school, et cetera, but for whatever reason they just don't feel like those places. I use that word because I don't have a better one to describe it, I don't know if it actually qualifies as dissociation. I don't want to falsely diagnose myself of something.
Category Music / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 120 x 120px
File Size 7.74 MB
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