You don't get bullied as often now. As a matter of fact it's all down to a few shovings here and there, and you do have your friends to stick up for you. Which, last time I checked we've all been doing a good job at it. So what if you've got more enemies then friends? So do most people.

Maybe it's time to start sticking up for yourself. When somebody calls you 'fag', say 'I'm proud'. When somebody shoves you, threaten them and possibly shove them back. It's all about not letting people walk all over you. It all has to do with pulling yourself out of this 'I am an outcast' thing, when really you're not.

You've never been an outcast. The only groups of people who don't like you are the 'iamsomanly jocks' and the 'ihavelotsofmoney preps'. Who cares if you don't fit into any one clique or group of people? I don't, and I've got plenty of friends that aren't either. And so do you. Even then, you had a few friends who were there to vent too.

You were never alone, so stop thinking that way. :/

Hehe, yeah. It was just a pretty bad few years. But now I do see the light* Looks at teh shiny tinfoil reflecting his TV* ^^' I do have such a hard time sticking up for myself, however the lonlyness is all gone for the most part. And it is all because of a certain kitty I know that has been there for years and has pushed those terrible thoughts out of my head. Someone who has given me comfort when I needed it most. And I can't thank that furson enough.