This is something that I wrote, very, shortly after me and Rye broke up. This isn’t an attempt to win him back. I have mark now. But that doesn’t mean that the pages of the paper this was wrote on isn’t covered in regret filled tears…I poured what was left of my shattered heart in to this…I just hope it’s worth the pain.
I have loved you since I was a pup
So please, never ever give up
Without you here my life goes dark
And I am left with nothing but a broken heart
Because I am the one who pulled us apart
But never loose your grip and don’t ever start.
I can’t live my life without you in it
If you give me another chance I promise I’ll commit
Because it’s your feelings I will never omit
And if you take me back I will never split
I can’t move on without you in my life
And I know by the end of the day I’ll ride the edge of deaths scythe
Or I’ll feel the deep cut of a knife
We are beaten now but we have hearts of stone
So lets move past this so we’ll never be alone
It’s the memory of you in which I always think
But seeing what I’ve done has pushed me to the brink
I never thought I’d see this day
I never thought we’d end this way
And now my soul is as soft as clay
But it is in my life I wish you would stay
Please take me back, I need you
Because the thoughts aren’t enough to help me through
It’s very painful to accept my first as a friend
Because you were the only one to which I would mend
I don’t want us to ever be single again
Because without you’re light, I’ll go insane
I no longer care for the distance that is between
Because you always have a nice smile that can gleam
There is no one in the world that can surpass the bar you set
And I wanted you to hold it like that until we met
But now I know that can never be
Although I love you extensively
And I will forever think about you endlessly
But please hear this pathetic plea
And find it in your heart to come back to me
I want nothing more then to have your love
But you said that was never enough
For you I’d always rise above
And fight back when push comes to shove
Through the hell in my life, you've healed me and all my pain
through the hell in my life you've cared and kept my sain.
Through my problems you said, “I understand”
But now it’s the sight of me you can’t even stand
With out you my life will be totally bland
So please, give me your soft, supple hand
and lead me into a wonder filled land
Through my problems you love me for me,
and through your love you set my free
through my worst days I’ve felt so vile,
yet you somehow manage to make me smile
through my life you're the only one I trust
and through my life you're the only one I’ll ever lust
Without your care I will soon die
Because I can’t see another day without you Rye Rye
I have loved you since I was a pup
So please, never ever give up
Without you here my life goes dark
And I am left with nothing but a broken heart
Because I am the one who pulled us apart
But never loose your grip and don’t ever start.
I can’t live my life without you in it
If you give me another chance I promise I’ll commit
Because it’s your feelings I will never omit
And if you take me back I will never split
I can’t move on without you in my life
And I know by the end of the day I’ll ride the edge of deaths scythe
Or I’ll feel the deep cut of a knife
We are beaten now but we have hearts of stone
So lets move past this so we’ll never be alone
It’s the memory of you in which I always think
But seeing what I’ve done has pushed me to the brink
I never thought I’d see this day
I never thought we’d end this way
And now my soul is as soft as clay
But it is in my life I wish you would stay
Please take me back, I need you
Because the thoughts aren’t enough to help me through
It’s very painful to accept my first as a friend
Because you were the only one to which I would mend
I don’t want us to ever be single again
Because without you’re light, I’ll go insane
I no longer care for the distance that is between
Because you always have a nice smile that can gleam
There is no one in the world that can surpass the bar you set
And I wanted you to hold it like that until we met
But now I know that can never be
Although I love you extensively
And I will forever think about you endlessly
But please hear this pathetic plea
And find it in your heart to come back to me
I want nothing more then to have your love
But you said that was never enough
For you I’d always rise above
And fight back when push comes to shove
Through the hell in my life, you've healed me and all my pain
through the hell in my life you've cared and kept my sain.
Through my problems you said, “I understand”
But now it’s the sight of me you can’t even stand
With out you my life will be totally bland
So please, give me your soft, supple hand
and lead me into a wonder filled land
Through my problems you love me for me,
and through your love you set my free
through my worst days I’ve felt so vile,
yet you somehow manage to make me smile
through my life you're the only one I trust
and through my life you're the only one I’ll ever lust
Without your care I will soon die
Because I can’t see another day without you Rye Rye
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I've always had trouble expressing how I felt. Once, in the Navy, I was very depressed. A person ask me what was wrong. So I told them. I later found out that this person enjoyed telling everyone, if someone confided in them! I'm not worried that would happen here. But that incident made it even harder for me to open up.
Yes. A friend from my childhood. We used to 69 each other, and mastrubate together. I haven't seen him in about ten years. I called him when my brother passed away (we were alot closer when we were kids) and that's the last I heard from him. He was also the last Gay male, I've been with.
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