What is it about that one word
That feels like a knife stabbing my heart
The make me feel like crap
And breaks my heart apart

What is it about that one word
That keeps digging at me
That wants my pain
As a fee

What is it about that one word
That keeps tugging at my soul
That makes me cry at night
And makes me feel like a foul

What is it about that one word
That likes to scrape at my chest
And tear my heart from its place
Even when I am at my best

This one word
Likes to laugh at me
Even when I ask it
To let me be


it bugs me so much... I can't even say it...