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I havent been running this account for the past ten months.
Tiger bought me an ad and then took over the account for me so that he could manage and talk to my customers for me.
since june, if you have talked to someone over this account it hasnt been me.
Tiger told me that if I am his and listen to him than I have nothing to worry about. He would get me commisions and I would simply have to draw for my tiger. I would find peace from that, to not do things for "Random people on the internet" but to be able to do things for him.
I loved it and fell in love with this idea.
It worked for a while but in the end I know I wasnt really his, I was too addicted to things, and my heart wasnt strong enough to show enough love and diligence to our relationship.
I know that it had to end, perhaps from it I may suffer and learn to find the strength and heart I require, I accept this.
But I don't hate him. I love how he made me happy for a year and how he tought me so much.
He tought me dozens and dozens of yoga lessons, and from that my life is enriched with this skill until the end.
He began my journey towards stillness and opened my eyes to much of eastern philosophy I hadnt explored.
He guided me within social interaction giving me pointers on how to socialize a bit better.
I am in pain, yet still I want to grow for him.
Thank you for helping me as much as you have. I love you.
So now I am here with this account, and he says he would still run my account if I wanted him to. But in the absence of me using my voice online I realize it has only grown more frail and awkward.
Thank you for all the happiness and the help.
As for the future, I think I will run headfirst into pain, fearless ,that I may grow.
I need to change, and change doesnt come without pain.
Tiger bought me an ad and then took over the account for me so that he could manage and talk to my customers for me.
since june, if you have talked to someone over this account it hasnt been me.
Tiger told me that if I am his and listen to him than I have nothing to worry about. He would get me commisions and I would simply have to draw for my tiger. I would find peace from that, to not do things for "Random people on the internet" but to be able to do things for him.
I loved it and fell in love with this idea.
It worked for a while but in the end I know I wasnt really his, I was too addicted to things, and my heart wasnt strong enough to show enough love and diligence to our relationship.
I know that it had to end, perhaps from it I may suffer and learn to find the strength and heart I require, I accept this.
But I don't hate him. I love how he made me happy for a year and how he tought me so much.
He tought me dozens and dozens of yoga lessons, and from that my life is enriched with this skill until the end.
He began my journey towards stillness and opened my eyes to much of eastern philosophy I hadnt explored.
He guided me within social interaction giving me pointers on how to socialize a bit better.
I am in pain, yet still I want to grow for him.
Thank you for helping me as much as you have. I love you.
So now I am here with this account, and he says he would still run my account if I wanted him to. But in the absence of me using my voice online I realize it has only grown more frail and awkward.
Thank you for all the happiness and the help.
As for the future, I think I will run headfirst into pain, fearless ,that I may grow.
I need to change, and change doesnt come without pain.
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I felt this.
I felt your last few posts.
I stumbled across here at 2am. At random.
I regret that I disappointed my partner. I regret my flaws. I regret my behaviors. I understand I don't behave like others. It makes things harder for others. It makes things harder for myself. I try to manage my differences but it's still hard.
But for me, life has gotten better with time as I figure out how I work.
We recognize our flaws
I miss him though everyone says I shouldn't. He helped me grow, even as his submissive. I loved him and still do.
The pain of him not owning me faded, but never went away. It's better now. I miss being cared by him.
I dislike being different, being awkward, but have figured out ways to manage.
It's hard to believe it's been 10years since we broke up. The new people in my life have been more patient, and life improved. I've worked on myself and in some ways just age and experience helped
Idk why I'm rambling here. You struck me
I'll find no offense if you delete this
I wish you peace
I felt your last few posts.
I stumbled across here at 2am. At random.
I regret that I disappointed my partner. I regret my flaws. I regret my behaviors. I understand I don't behave like others. It makes things harder for others. It makes things harder for myself. I try to manage my differences but it's still hard.
But for me, life has gotten better with time as I figure out how I work.
We recognize our flaws
I miss him though everyone says I shouldn't. He helped me grow, even as his submissive. I loved him and still do.
The pain of him not owning me faded, but never went away. It's better now. I miss being cared by him.
I dislike being different, being awkward, but have figured out ways to manage.
It's hard to believe it's been 10years since we broke up. The new people in my life have been more patient, and life improved. I've worked on myself and in some ways just age and experience helped
Idk why I'm rambling here. You struck me
I'll find no offense if you delete this
I wish you peace
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