So after fighting with my insurance and doctors for 4 months i finally got my MRI and can move onto the next step of setting a date for my first of two knee surgeries.
In a couple weeks I'll know if my insurance will cover the surgery & know a date.

Its going to be a Ligament reconstruction & Lateral Retinaculum Surgery (which just means putting a kneecap that's out of place, back in the place where its supposed to be.)

I'm nervicited. I've been almost entirely Crutch/Wheelchair bound for the last 4 months from repeated giveouts and i finally know why
the ligament is basically nonfunctioning from being strained so hard with how out of place the kneecap is/ being pulled & torn from knee giveouts since i was 13 [almost 17 years]

Its going to be a big surgery, with a full years recovery time
but i'm so ready
Scared, but ready!
I'm so desperate to be able to walk again

After the left legs healed then it will be time to do the same to the right leg