Fuck me? Wait what

I've had a really Rough 5 years...
With the Loss of my Grandad, and being in yet another Highly Toxic Abusive Relationship that fucking Destroyed me to the point of attempting suicide again for the first time in years Just before Christmas 2019..

To Just say "Fuck Him" Like that Hurts a lot, I cut myself off from the internet for a while Cos of how toxic it was also and how people were treating me and making me feel, Cos of crap like this...

Without understanding the shit I've gone through all my life and especially the past few years people treat me even more like shit

I Deleted Most of my FA As I was fed up of always having my Art stolen

And i don't remember saying i ever "Left" the fandom, I took more of a step back to not be as Prominent in the Fandom as of how toxic it has been getting ever since 2016 and it was getting very mentally Draining on me and just making me start to really hate the fandom, So i limit my interactions with it

I have Struggled to Talk to people my entire life, and especially to maintain connection with people, It is hard for me and always has been, The past 4 years alone has been so hard to talk to people cos of the Abusive relationship i was on and being controlled to the point i cut everyone off for a good while

And the times i do finaly gain up the courage to try and speak out to try and get help it gets thrown in my face... and people wonder why i stick to my self, People have shown me time and time again that they dont care

And this isn't the first time i have seen you post something like this about me... Like last time i was going through a really rough time and thought i helped you understand... But to go and do it again???
That Hurts a lot

Don't just assume you know what someone is going through, and say "FUCK THEM" cos they don't talk as much or anymore, You have no idea how hard it is for me to even talk to people after the 4 years i was with my abusive ex that fucking ruined me, I have 0 confidence, 0 self-worth, 0 Motivation, 0 will to live that dwindles every day, 0 self-esteem, and a lot more...

If you are just going to be like this then fine, leave.

Thought it best to have my say

And don't talk like this about me again, You have no right to say shit about me with out knowing my story or with out understanding what i have been through recently

Have a good Life

PS: If you are going to talk shit about me like this, With out even attempting to talk to me or anything, then Please Remove any Art with me in it, and Remove my voice from your original Disconnections album.

if you are going to be like this, and give me shit just cos I've not been around cos I've been going through some extremely hard and difficult shit, then i don't want any connection to you, I don't want my self, my character or my Voice to have any connection to you so, Please Remove Any Art that has me in it, And Remove my voice from your original Audio from the disconnections album from Spotify, Bandcamp, iTunes, Amazon, YouTube and Soundcloud, I don't wany any Affiliation with you anymore.

I'm Tired and Fed up of people, I'm sick of being people's Punching bag, I just want to be done with everyone.