Its been quite a journey lately for me and really facing the traumas all through childhood that took their toll. I find they creep and crawl throughout my everyday life. The way I treat others, the way I interact or fail to, the way I tend to place thoughts to people without ever really knowing if that's how they feel. False beliefs based on a foundation of emotional neglect. So I am working on that.
Visual Description. The composition of the picture is pencil drawing enhanced digitally in the style of charcoal. Overall the picture is muted dark. Dimensional the picture is taller than wide. An Adult Blue bear kneels in the Middle of a gray white floor with his arms wrapped around a smaller blue bear. Around them a glow of white gray quickly fading darker the farther from the bears. The large bear wears glasses and has a darker blue beard that matches his short cut hair. He wears a dark gray shirt with blue jeans. The small blue bear wears a green shirt and star print diaper. His hair matches the color of the larger bear. The smaller bear is in front of they larger both facing to the front, his small hands barely visible grab the larger hands. Both have a look of sadness as tears run from their eyes.
Visual Description. The composition of the picture is pencil drawing enhanced digitally in the style of charcoal. Overall the picture is muted dark. Dimensional the picture is taller than wide. An Adult Blue bear kneels in the Middle of a gray white floor with his arms wrapped around a smaller blue bear. Around them a glow of white gray quickly fading darker the farther from the bears. The large bear wears glasses and has a darker blue beard that matches his short cut hair. He wears a dark gray shirt with blue jeans. The small blue bear wears a green shirt and star print diaper. His hair matches the color of the larger bear. The smaller bear is in front of they larger both facing to the front, his small hands barely visible grab the larger hands. Both have a look of sadness as tears run from their eyes.
Category All / Baby fur
Species Bear (Other)
Size 647 x 1280px
File Size 1.05 MB
*hugs* thanks ozzie, too true we all go through some form of getting help, and talking things out can help. One of my problems is trust so getting to the point where I was willing to talk it out took a great long time. Cant talk with someone that you don't trust and building that trust takes trust lol. Silly brains
*hugs* Yeah, I don't like to bother others with my problems, that is part of my problem. LOL I suspect you and many out here would have gladly talked to me about my problems. Though that sneaky little anxiety monster would have me believe that my problems weren't a problem or that you should just leave others alone as they have their own problems to deal with. And while there are hints of truth, there are unknowns with my own opinion attached. Still thanks for the kind words.
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