Hello, my darlings! <3

First of all, I would like to express my gratitude for your support and advice. I read all your comments, listened to the advice. I really got better. I apologize for not responding to comments. When I want to write something, I just run out of words. I will say again "thank you for your support", "thank you for your kindness". It always seems to me that this is not enough to express the full range of feelings and thoughts that I have in my head right now. Maybe it's a little strange, I'm usually more sociable....
I love you all very much, you really help a lot in this difficult time. Thank you!

Любі мої українські котики, тримайтесь будь ласка, все в нас буде добре. Ми відбудуємо нашу неньку Україну, а зараз головне – ваше життя і здоров’я, в тому числі психічне. Ми всі повинні бути сильними і не дозволяти собі падати у почуття безвиході. Піклуйтесь про себе і не зловживайте поганими новинами - то до добра не доведе.
Надсилаю вам теплі обійми. Сподіваюсь після перемоги зібратись на сходочку в Києві. Я буду малювати вам у скетчбуках веселі пісюни і набутилену русню, бо то завжди підіймає настрій. Дякую, що підтримали мене :) Все буде Україна! 💙💛

It was a little difficult for me to come to my senses, I'm not going to bring myself to this state anymore. I will hold on with all my might, I will fight, I will do everything I can now.
I have good news - I will be able to return to digital in a few days. I persuaded my father to take my system unit to work in the first weeks of the war because I was afraid of looters. I was calmer when the most important part of my work computer was safe. It finally came back to me and now I am waiting for it to be cleaned of dust. It stood in the technical room for a long time and was very dusty, so this is a necessary measure. It remains to wait a little longer and I will be able to delight you again with my digital work! I am very happy when I think about it. I am diligently writing down my ideas for future arts and plan to implement them as soon as I can.
I haven't been here long enough and now I have something to tell. First, I already live fully in my apartment. I sleep in my soft bed, cook for myself, my cat is constantly in sight. I began to look after myself. I finally feel alive. The best idea was to limit the consumption of news. There really were too many of them and I just couldn't stand the whole flow. I tried not to go to social networks at all, although my hands reached for the phone all the time.
Eventually, I watched military memes over breakfast, and then before going to bed, I quickly reviewed everything that had happened that day. I also watched several videos with psychological help during the war, meditated several times, filling my head with good thoughts. And sometimes drank a little soothing. Or the alcohol I still have left. It all calmed me down a bit.
Recently, for the first time during the war, I did makeup. I also went to friend and she did me a manicure - red and black with the coat of arms of my native Ukraine. I started leaving the house more often and seeing people. Friends took me to the center several times to have coffee and go for a walk. It's so strange that such ordinary things, which have always been commonplace, now really help me not to go crazy. In time, I finally started drawing. Finished commissions, drew several sketches.
Sometimes I feel like I want to wrap myself in a blanket and lie down for a long time. Sometimes I still don't want to talk to anyone. All these feelings are as unpleasant as possible. I don't want to allow myself that.
Now I want to work as hard as possible so that I don't have time for problems. I feel that I need it. I've been out of reality for a long time, stopped working and doing something useful, and now I have to catch up.
So if you need commissions - please write to me, I will be very glad.

If you want my traditional works, here are YCH emotions for $ 20 - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46557295/
Later I plan to raise the price a bit and continue this YCH in digital.

And also my traditional price list - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46471793/
So as not to waste time, I can take a few traditional orders before returning to digital :)

Don't forget about important links. Here you can help Ukraine a little in this fight:

💙Furry artists from Ukraine who need help - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995/

💛 A raffle with a large number of winners, organized by Ukrainian artists - https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46406886/

💙Military support through the National Bank of Ukraine - https://bank.gov.ua/en/news/all/nat.....potrebi-armiyi

💛 Monobank made a very simple page for financial assistance to the military. They accept donations from cards of all banks of the world - uahelp.monobank.ua

By the way, if you are interested, in this picture the red and black flag, which is a symbol of the struggle for independence. Black symbolizes our native land, and red - the blood shed for its freedom. Ukraine is constantly fighting for freedom, not for the first hundred years… Constantly someone wants to conquer or destroy us, but we will never give up. Because freedom is the main thing! Glory to Ukraine! Слава Україні!

And traditionally - the russian warship go fuck yourself!