notice, just once, that my smile wasn't real.

I'm not tryin' to be emo or anythin' it's just I wish my friends would notice that somethin' was wrong, and I'd tell them, it's just other people are ALWAYS around and I can't just get them in a corner and I hate the phone.
If I wasn't so easily humered I would be a lot quieter, so I guess no one really notices anything 'cause I always seem happy and when I try to stay to myself and think, someone says somethin' funny and I laugh and join in. I can never keep a straight face around my friends and sometimes I really hate it.

this is deadsy btw(aka: me(raccoon hybrid)) with teh hair down. The thing is I never keep my hair down, it's always pulled back, and I don't think any of my friends has seen me with my hair down for more then a few seconds, so it's like, the side they never see, and maybe never will.

I need some sleep.
I hope ya all like it.
enjoy.