"I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"

- Labrinth - Jealous
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50VWOBi0VFs
(this song reminds me of my mother </3)

Pearl and her Butterflies
pearl is such a comfort character of mine, I relate to her feeling of loss in a lot of different ways, and mourning with her over the years has helped me cope <3