np: Помни Имя Свое - Жестокость
https://youtu.be/p6VUPGsfY-0
It's okay, it's a redraw. (https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33329231/ and https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33329921/) It’s just that lately I’ve often been immersed in memories, remembering all the situations from childhood to the present that have changed me forever. I remember and painfully realize that I was stuck at the age of 17 due to the traumas of this time. Then, at the turning point, I first painted this work for this song. And only now I thought of repeating it. There have been too many turning points in the last two years.
And the song.
Caught in tiktok "Помни Имя Свое".
And always, even in a good mood, as if the breath stops and for a few seconds the consciousness remembers how much I cried to this song in 6 years. Consciousness remembers how much was suffered along with this strong vocal, shouted out in a voice full of pain and horror, into the darkness of the night.
Even in a good mood, for a few minutes the soul trembles, feeling along with the notes how much has been experienced
Music has a memory, especially one so strong and important to the soul. I have a lot of damn important songs that have the lyrics burned into my heart, and this is one of them.
translation:
How did I love you?
It hurted me,
But I recognized this pain
For fair pay.
How I loved you
Perhaps God did not know.
Perhaps God did not know
What are my bones
Cracked in pieces
Crushed from silent anger.
How I loved you
Perhaps God did not know.
I became violent.
I cringed. Fled.
Straight on the cheeks
I hurt strangers
Strangers and relatives.
I became cruel
By the age of twenty.
I am strong.
Do not trust? Strong!
I myself suppressed the uterine cry
With trembling hands, strong.
I myself suppressed the uterine cry.
I was a child.
I was a bird.
I was everything you said.
Powerlessness breeds a killer.
I killed myself
I am strong.
Do not trust? Strong!
I myself suppressed the uterine cry
With trembling hands, strong.
I myself suppressed the uterine cry.
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