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Right now, I just want to apologise...I can't be this nice guy everyone wants me to be. I can't help it! I'm an angry person...
Angry because I can't enjoy the things I used to.
Angry because i'm depressed, depressed because i'm angry.
I scare people, they can't read me...all I want in life is to be loved for who I am...but I can't have them love a monster! Maybe thats why I push away when i'm feeling enclosed...I don't know OR understand anymore.
My eyes hurt from sleepless nights, my heart full to bursting because of my mate, Tumaini...who's love, compassion and understanding...patience has seen me through these dark nights. I feel blessed, but why would anyone bless such a vile creature like me?
I tried making a change, to quote Michael Jackson - Man in the Mirror..."Make that Change..."
I tried, I failed...and fell into broken lead crystal...time and time again.
The person I see in the mirror is someone I don't recognise anymore, blood is so full of anger that i'm finding it hard to do anything!
I just...can't seem to feel...can't laugh, can't cry...can't comfort...
Angry because I can't enjoy the things I used to.
Angry because i'm depressed, depressed because i'm angry.
I scare people, they can't read me...all I want in life is to be loved for who I am...but I can't have them love a monster! Maybe thats why I push away when i'm feeling enclosed...I don't know OR understand anymore.
My eyes hurt from sleepless nights, my heart full to bursting because of my mate, Tumaini...who's love, compassion and understanding...patience has seen me through these dark nights. I feel blessed, but why would anyone bless such a vile creature like me?
I tried making a change, to quote Michael Jackson - Man in the Mirror..."Make that Change..."
I tried, I failed...and fell into broken lead crystal...time and time again.
The person I see in the mirror is someone I don't recognise anymore, blood is so full of anger that i'm finding it hard to do anything!
I just...can't seem to feel...can't laugh, can't cry...can't comfort...
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Lion
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File Size 24.4 kB
*holds* i love you hun. Just remember one thing. im here for you. through good times AND tough times im never gonna give up on you as i love you more than anyone ever could. you are not a bad person, you are in no way this monster you percieve yourself as. I just wish i can help you see that.. *kisses* i love you Thrasher. Now and forever xox
im gonna be plain and simple about this.
man the fuck up, boy.
as cruel and blunt that may sound. not everyone is going to like your at first glance. thats just how it is. if people dont like you, they can suck an egg and deal with it.
no need to be sad or depressed because you are not liked in your area. the planet earth is a big place with plenty of different people that may be compatible to you.
man the fuck up, boy.
as cruel and blunt that may sound. not everyone is going to like your at first glance. thats just how it is. if people dont like you, they can suck an egg and deal with it.
no need to be sad or depressed because you are not liked in your area. the planet earth is a big place with plenty of different people that may be compatible to you.
You don't have to apologise. People are who they are, and if it's your nature to be different - be it angry, nice, strange or otherwise. :)
Though it saddens me to know you're not happy, the vicious circle you're in definitely isn't an easy thing to cope with, but I wish you the strength to battle it. I know very little of you, but let me be frank - you're certainly not a monster.
You're caring, you're friendly and you're a nice person to talk to, regardless of what or how you might feel. There's a real difference between what you feel and what others think of you. Trust me, in general, the opinion will be favorable.
It may seem futile, it might be frustrating, but try to overcome your difficulties. You will eventually succeed, I'm sure - just don't give up prematurely. You've probably heard people tell you this before, but look at what you've got - a loving mate to support you is more than many people could ask for.
Just try to build on top of the trust and love you share and you will be able to laugh and cry again :)
Though it saddens me to know you're not happy, the vicious circle you're in definitely isn't an easy thing to cope with, but I wish you the strength to battle it. I know very little of you, but let me be frank - you're certainly not a monster.
You're caring, you're friendly and you're a nice person to talk to, regardless of what or how you might feel. There's a real difference between what you feel and what others think of you. Trust me, in general, the opinion will be favorable.
It may seem futile, it might be frustrating, but try to overcome your difficulties. You will eventually succeed, I'm sure - just don't give up prematurely. You've probably heard people tell you this before, but look at what you've got - a loving mate to support you is more than many people could ask for.
Just try to build on top of the trust and love you share and you will be able to laugh and cry again :)
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