I read one of  fatfurrielover's journal and this came to me.


You left me crumbled and my soul destroyed
Because it was the pain of your absence that you employed

You thought that your actions would leave me dead
Or even damaged by the cruel words you said

But I tell you now I will never quit
Even when faced with all of your shit
Because even though our hearts are split
It’s the fuse to your end I have happily lit

You thought you left me filled with degradation
But you ended up feeling the consternation

And as your memory finally goes silent all you do is stare
You look at me as if you never will care

I look at you now and see you never will change
Because you’re stubborn so you’ll remain the same

Your silence helps my mind become clear
But this silence is becoming something I can hear
And it’s now my silent Actions you fear
So leave my sight b fore you disappear

For you I put my ambitions to rest
Only to find out your love was a hurtful test

I thought we finally had something together
But it seem you found someone better
I thought you’d be here forever
But it’s this thought you always sever
Now that we are no longer together
I will make this one last endeavor
Every happy moment we spent together
And every smile that came through your face I will no longer treasure