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HEY YO, This is a Vent. Fair Warning. Topics, you know?
I am in an absurd amount of emotional distress at the moment. My head feels like fireworks. The past week has been filled with topics that have made my soul feel so painful and bringing up so much for my brain to handle at once.
I miss being a puppy. I miss my dog mom. I miss being small. I hate this noodly human body. I miss my mom mom. I wish people didn't harass people. The fucking discourse between anthros against ferals lately. And the sheer amount of people who harass others for different interests (sfw and nsfw alike). My head's on fire right now and I don't even know where to start.
I guess maybe the weird one the art is about. I was raised as a baby along with puppies by the family dog mom. She would take me and the puppies around. My dog family was un-alived by neighbors via poison (all before I was 2). I never liked being human, and the more I grew, the harder it has gotten for me to move my body how I want it to. I really miss my dog family. I'm a feral fursona, though i've never dared to say i would be a therian or otherkin. People attack and harass people for labels. So I'm a feral character. Damn how much I would love to have a tail to wag when I'm happy and curl up into.
I miss being a puppy. I miss being small. I want to be small again so much. I really love small things so much, and I want to be. I want to crawl into small spaces and stay in them for a while. Just hide in a hole in the dark for a little bit. I want to climb on things without them breaking. I hate being long. I know I'm a bit small in human, but I still can't get past how long parts of me are. I can't move the way I want being noodly.
I'm not talking about any one particular site or art community either with some of this discourse i mentioned previously. I don't talk about things because the art community as a whole has a bit of a bad issue with some weird ass supiriority complex of "my interests are better than yours." I can't stand that. Get over yourselves. Let people live.
And I guess I'll end here, because I have too many things my brain's exploding about. Brain Vomit End. I'm not sobbing anymore. Still upset with all my memories happening, but the last few hours organizing my head and typing and drawing helped. From the time I started writing this to now are hours apart from each other. a lot was erased and rewritten and erased and deleted. A lot happened this week.
I'll lock comments if I see arguing/discourse of any kind in my comments. I am NOT up for people making fun of or harassing people over anything, especially now. i just wanted to type.
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I am in an absurd amount of emotional distress at the moment. My head feels like fireworks. The past week has been filled with topics that have made my soul feel so painful and bringing up so much for my brain to handle at once.
I miss being a puppy. I miss my dog mom. I miss being small. I hate this noodly human body. I miss my mom mom. I wish people didn't harass people. The fucking discourse between anthros against ferals lately. And the sheer amount of people who harass others for different interests (sfw and nsfw alike). My head's on fire right now and I don't even know where to start.
I guess maybe the weird one the art is about. I was raised as a baby along with puppies by the family dog mom. She would take me and the puppies around. My dog family was un-alived by neighbors via poison (all before I was 2). I never liked being human, and the more I grew, the harder it has gotten for me to move my body how I want it to. I really miss my dog family. I'm a feral fursona, though i've never dared to say i would be a therian or otherkin. People attack and harass people for labels. So I'm a feral character. Damn how much I would love to have a tail to wag when I'm happy and curl up into.
I miss being a puppy. I miss being small. I want to be small again so much. I really love small things so much, and I want to be. I want to crawl into small spaces and stay in them for a while. Just hide in a hole in the dark for a little bit. I want to climb on things without them breaking. I hate being long. I know I'm a bit small in human, but I still can't get past how long parts of me are. I can't move the way I want being noodly.
I'm not talking about any one particular site or art community either with some of this discourse i mentioned previously. I don't talk about things because the art community as a whole has a bit of a bad issue with some weird ass supiriority complex of "my interests are better than yours." I can't stand that. Get over yourselves. Let people live.
And I guess I'll end here, because I have too many things my brain's exploding about. Brain Vomit End. I'm not sobbing anymore. Still upset with all my memories happening, but the last few hours organizing my head and typing and drawing helped. From the time I started writing this to now are hours apart from each other. a lot was erased and rewritten and erased and deleted. A lot happened this week.
I'll lock comments if I see arguing/discourse of any kind in my comments. I am NOT up for people making fun of or harassing people over anything, especially now. i just wanted to type.
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Category Artwork (Digital) / Baby fur
Species Fox (Other)
Size 900 x 678px
File Size 360.5 kB
I'm sorry you're feeling upset. I read everything. I hope you can recover or at least feel a little better. I hate when people discriminate or hate on others because someone's interests don't line up perfectly with someone else or the 'norm' among individuals. Sending you good vibes and 100% acceptance for who you are. There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you feel. <3 I can't say I have the same feeling or the same experiences, but that doesn't mean you are wrong or bad, just different from me! <3 (and there's nothing wrong with being different as long as you're not hurting someone!) Feel better, feel strong, feel accepted. <3
I think I know how you feel, I know it so well.. I miss the times when things were friendlier over all in the community. I wish people would just let other people be.. I usually prefer to remain neutral on all these kinds of arguments, and tend to ignore them altogether every time I can cause it is all so... hurtful and pointless. People can just get so complicated sometimes.
I personally am not a big fan of labels, but decided to leave a few clear over time, people who genuinely try to know me better and then judge me from that point of view may be worth my time. People who only judges and tries to laugh at me after reading a label is definitely not worth wasting my time.
I just cannot understand why does some people have to hate on other people for enjoying something that is harmless. The freedom of an individual should only reach until the point where it would limit the freedom of others. Not because of enforcement, but as a matter of respect.
I just hope things eventually cool down sometime in the future.. All we can do about it, unfortunately is adding our little individual efforts, everyday, on making this world a bit better..
I personally am not a big fan of labels, but decided to leave a few clear over time, people who genuinely try to know me better and then judge me from that point of view may be worth my time. People who only judges and tries to laugh at me after reading a label is definitely not worth wasting my time.
I just cannot understand why does some people have to hate on other people for enjoying something that is harmless. The freedom of an individual should only reach until the point where it would limit the freedom of others. Not because of enforcement, but as a matter of respect.
I just hope things eventually cool down sometime in the future.. All we can do about it, unfortunately is adding our little individual efforts, everyday, on making this world a bit better..
Im sorry to hear that youre feeling this way and have felt this way for so long. I know theres nothing I can say or do to make it go away, I have my own past experiences with not being happy being human. I can talk to you about it sometime if you'd like. Regardless, I'm glad Ive gotten to know you over the years. I'm glad youre here. And for what its worth, Ive always liked feral way more than anthro. Ive never preferred upright gangly bodies. I suppose Ive just gone along with what everyone else does to a certain extant. But my heart has always been with feral.
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