So alot of my close friends know, i been in a shit hole part of my life lately. alot of bad shit happened. i started this picture 3 weeks ago. the original was sadder. their was no smirk. just me in a darkened room, depressed. the eyes had no life, the lips showed only a disdain. a defeated look. I drew this for myself, too put some perspective on things. then i left it in my pictures, not wanting to finish it. now i pulled it out today..looked at it and started editing again. increased the shading, and stuff first..then i put some life back in the eyes..then i turned the edges of the mouth up ever so slightly..It is not so bad. I am still not in a great place, but you know, it could be worse. and sometimes, i have friends online that help me out. support me. i appreciate it guys.
Thanks to Asura and brother DJ Darkfox for your pics for my wall.
and thanks to all my other friends for helping me out. and my boyfriend as well
Lastly, i did this pic for myself. not anyone else. It is not porn, it is not meant to be sexy. Just a take on how i feel sometimes. I put alot of effort into it as well.