This was also something i wrote when i 'Left' Ryan...which is something i will never do again...

My heart was shattered when I said ‘Go’
Now the pieces of my life fall like the snow.

All I did was fall to the ground and melt,
Because I will never feel the warmth I once felt.

My world was drained when I saw you walk,
Now it’d loneliness and pain I will always mock.

Leaving you was the biggest mistake I made,
Now I must watch as my soul slowly fades.

I need you know more then ever,
But it’s our ties I always sever.

I know loneliness will tear me apart,
Because I was the one who tore our hearts.

I will never feel your lips against mine,
because I crossed an invisible line.

I can never feel your arms around me,
Because I left you so violently
It was pain into which I feel consequently
Now I will miss you endlessly.

I can never forget you even as the sun goes down,
Because it was your love that I lost and never found.

I will never find a soul to replicate yours,
Not a golden angel to which pain obscures.

When you left me my soul faded to black,
Because it was you light I will always lack,
I grow weary as pain begins her attack,
So end it all by tacking me back.

My resolve is weakened and goes along with you
Just like all the beautiful kisses I blew.

Ounce I see you again I know it will be too late,
Because our love ended when I sealed its fate.

I don’t care if we live apart 1 thousand miles,
Because it is noting compared to 1 thousand smiles.

Now I live with a painful sliver,
Deprived of the relief your love could only deliver

I have always loved you more then anything,
And to me you were always my everything,
With you I thought I finally had something
But when I left you I know have nothing.


I love you babe!