"Sometimes I feel too alone and ignored, like nobody in the world cares about me, like I wasn't there at all. However if by any chance I went missing, for some reason, people will search for me and suddenly they will notice that I used to be there when it seemed that for a long time... that wasn't true... they didn't even care at all... why they all suddenly care so much about me when they never did in the first place? At least this is a way to make people just care about me for a little while, a way to make people just love me a little bit again for a moment..."