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Dressed For The Weather ~
posted 4 years ago π€ KING OF THE DAMNEDπ€ | Support me with Shinies!
Sure, i've been quiet for a little bit.
I did my Christmas shopping with Spring and Chu but I couldn't fight this overwhelming feeling of loneliness.
Seeing people being cheerful, expressing the season, enjoying the vibes...I couldn't do it.
I fought through my personal demons, including trying to not become severely overstimulated and overwhelmed by social/noise.
There was one part of the day I lost my temper, said some things I shouldn't have...but i'm so appreciative to have friends that understand.
Sometimes my bitter-cold side rears its head and makes me seem like I am deliberately trying to be hurtful...I don't mean to be like that.
Christmas is about love, peace, positivity and togetherness. I feel none of this. My household is becoming intolerant and cold towards me, lots of issues with communication...being ignored.
I just get bypassed, or people get angry at me, or impatient because I can't express myself. I think my folks are sick of my mental illness, they don't even seem to understand my Chronic Pain.
Physically i'm in pain 24/7, its a struggle, but I still get treated like i'm still fit, strong and agile.
I'm rambling, but...yeah.
Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
I did my Christmas shopping with Spring and Chu but I couldn't fight this overwhelming feeling of loneliness.
Seeing people being cheerful, expressing the season, enjoying the vibes...I couldn't do it.
I fought through my personal demons, including trying to not become severely overstimulated and overwhelmed by social/noise.
There was one part of the day I lost my temper, said some things I shouldn't have...but i'm so appreciative to have friends that understand.
Sometimes my bitter-cold side rears its head and makes me seem like I am deliberately trying to be hurtful...I don't mean to be like that.
Christmas is about love, peace, positivity and togetherness. I feel none of this. My household is becoming intolerant and cold towards me, lots of issues with communication...being ignored.
I just get bypassed, or people get angry at me, or impatient because I can't express myself. I think my folks are sick of my mental illness, they don't even seem to understand my Chronic Pain.
Physically i'm in pain 24/7, its a struggle, but I still get treated like i'm still fit, strong and agile.
I'm rambling, but...yeah.
Thrasher (C)

Art (C)
π€π₯I WAS BORN TO BE ANYTHING I WANTED TO BE
RAISED TO BE FUCKING MEAN
I'M A MASTERPIECE
BLASPHEMY MEET AGAIN IN A WORLD SO VICIOUS
CHILDREN CRYING, MOTHERS SCREAM, FATHERS DRINK
ALL YOU BASTARDS SCREAM!!!π₯π€
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