i'm lame, whew now that i got that out of the way, when i first moved i had no internet or cable so all i did was play pokemon heartgold allll day so here we have my made up pokemon trainer Rain (his mommy was a hippy) anyway rain here would like nothing more than to become a pokemon breeder and these here are his main team:
Toast (his typhlosion, his first poke than he got as a child, which explains the awful name)
spyder(the ariados, his second pokemon)
red-cap (the haunter)
shannon (the ampharos)
selendrile (the red gyarados, don't judge me i love his red ness)
and brisinger (the dragonair which he refuses to evolve)
Toast (his typhlosion, his first poke than he got as a child, which explains the awful name)
spyder(the ariados, his second pokemon)
red-cap (the haunter)
shannon (the ampharos)
selendrile (the red gyarados, don't judge me i love his red ness)
and brisinger (the dragonair which he refuses to evolve)
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i was on the birth control yaz/yazmin for my p.c.o.s. and it caused a blood clot in my brain, i had brain surgery, lots of rehab, i re-learned to talk re-learned to use my right hand (i'm right handed so it sucks a lot when drawing since my hand is still numb) and i go to lots of therapy and take lots of meds, so yah that's about it ><
not at all a dumb question, im never on AIM but my account is Dogbreath3721[at]yahoo.com
thats a stupid account name because i thought it was asking for your email address, not your new account name, pathetic i know.
you watch people by going to their profile page and the top right tab says +watch
thats a stupid account name because i thought it was asking for your email address, not your new account name, pathetic i know.
you watch people by going to their profile page and the top right tab says +watch
its not a bad name my always used hotmail is genshadowprince[at]hotmail.com and its an old account made when i was like 13
mine was based on a DnD character lol i have another one prismpanda[at]hotmail.com but i hardly ever use it
well if you need to there's always the option of taking a year off of school, just work a part time job and find new things and investigate your options, i was a really school oriented person, i jumped from high school right into college and while the initial shock of everything takes some getting used to it was nice, but on the other hand i had a friend who took classes at comunity college and worked a full time job and was able to save money up for books and stuff like that and now she's up at k-state now knowing what she wants to do but yah, sometimes you also have to just try things your first year of school she was a chemistry major and now is looking more into horse therapy and doing much better....i'm totally rambling >< sorry i miss getting to go to school :(
still really behind, i still have to cut up a whole lot of blue paper and then glue everything together....its due tuesday. i have no time!!!!!! AP bio test tomorrow, then a lab report to do that day, on top of all of this school work im stressed and depressed to no end!
well when i was young i wanted the wings to be able to just "fly away" in sense to never deal with my problems just pretend i didn't have them i tried....and after my stroke i had a mental breakdown and was put in a mental institute, and after that i started learning and with help from my therapist and my ANRP psychiatrist and my caseworker i started slowly dealing with my problems, it doesn't make them better or make it easier but when i start dealing with the problems they slowly get smaller and smaller and more and more manageable, i have no idea if i'm saying anything meaningful or just rambling but i'm trying ><
it just takes time, by ignoring it she doesn't have to think about it and it feels better at first but it just takes time and when she's ready to deal with it and accept it she'll be able to start the healing process, all you can do is be there for her and if she's having a rough time with it listen and be a shoulder for her and if she starts thinking about hurting herself please talk to an adult even if its just the school councilor or your mom or dad if they're close to you even if you promise you won't, she may be mad at first but it's because you love your friend and want to help, i'm sorry if this isn't helpful ><
lol yah, i have a really high pain tolerance, i've ruptored my spleen and ripped open my arm i have a horse shoe scar on my leg where it was almost shattered and i almost shattered my hip and that's when i jacked up my spine, i've had half my face ripped off and to top that all off i've had brain surgery so my tattoo was like a piece of cake for me >< and you can't take aspirin before you get yours cuse they're also blood thinners! fyi
no they can not >< i'm sorry puppy i wish i could help and i know its cliche and doesn't help but everything will get better i promise so just hold out and do your best, there's a wonderful quote i use as a mantra when i'm feeling like you are and it helps me so i hope it can help you:
"in the end everything's okay so if its not okay its not the end" i'm not sure who said it but i wish i did
"in the end everything's okay so if its not okay its not the end" i'm not sure who said it but i wish i did
well that's great puppy i'm glad you have something to look forward too :) i'm not sure what we're doing for our christmas or my birthday since my folks are trying to move so i dunno >< oh and the doctor just called, looks like i have to have my gallbladder out cuse its non functioning XP i'm happy that it'll be over but terrified cuse they have to open me up and take out an organ >A<
yah i know, my mom and her mom and my friend had theirs taken out and i know its a simple in and out procedure and everything but the last surgery i had was my brain and so now i'm a lil.....i dunno.....scared of the idea >< i know i'll feel lots better after the surgery i'm just a lil bit of a baby lol
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