I'm grieving right now, I suppose. Not in the sense that the bible says... I'm not missing anyone [not immediately anyway, I of course miss my cousin and those who have passed] or anything like that... rather... I feel a friendship has crumbled and died... perhaps never to be salvaged. My best friend is now going out with my Ex.

At first I wasn't sure how to react to this... but now I know that it's okay to be upset and sad about the whole ordeal.

As my ex should have known, it is not okay to date your ex's best friend. It's just not kosher and it's not something that any self respecting person should do.

I'm not saying that I'm some saint or anything, but I know something terrible when I see it.

And if it were her ex trying to go out with me, I'd not do it. :/ Never. That's rotten.

Don't get me wrong, I love her to death. She's my best friend after all... I let her know that I wasn't angry about the whole thing and I asked her just to be careful.

But I'm afraid she took it offensively.

And that's when this all snowballs... I don't know what will happen... I don't know how it happened and it's killing me.. I fear for my friend, not myself. I couldn't care less about the guy she's seeing. I care that he might hurt her the same way he did to me... and it's scary...

I know certain people don't like to hear stuff like this out of me... but I can't help it.. and I'm feeling very depressed, dejected and betrayed. I can't help it...

*Sigh*