Honestly, I thought you weren't here for a month, but it turned out that only over 2 weeks ^^ the word "only" is not good here, but it was definitely worth waiting so long to see a wonderful and charming work again, with your nickname in place of the artist's name ;3 I am also shocked that December is fast approaching. even if it's not my favorite period of time, it's still great to know that moments like these still exist, even when you don't like something, it feels like it is coming. and here I can feel it thanks to the weather, the climate and of course the christmass and winter works on FA, which of course are starting to emerge here ;3 great job dear friend <3 how is it with you? do you like december? ^^

thank you!! Although i am really not a fan of the cold (my favorite season is fall) i love all the festivities that surround the ending months of the year! The christmas lights, decorations, giving gifts to my loved ones, its all fun! Although I would love it if i didnt have to drive on the icy roads >_> thankfully that hasn't come to my town yet lol
Are you big on christmas celebrations, or maybe you have another holiday?

I'm not a fan of cold either, but sometimes I love it a lot. I associate cold with sadness, and when I had a strong depression in my life, I sat on a park bench when it was freezing cold, because I felt free then. but in fact, icy roads are one of the biggest problem of the winter ;/ a lot of my motorcycle accidents (there were quite a lot of them) a lot of them were just caused by icing. such problems do not occur with other bikers, because nobody rides at the end of autumn, not to mention winter, but I am different x.x but in fact I don't think Christmas is a something special. I have never received a gift from anyone, I have never participated in a real christmass, I have never really been able to feel the warmth of this celebration. always only cold and sadness. it was the most painful when, in a fit of sadness, I drove around the cold world looking around, I saw families with childrens. families carrying Christmas trees, families buying Christmas decorations. as I sat on an icy bench in the park, looking around, I saw families with childrens again. childrens playing in the snow, and their parents holding hands a few meters away. several times, a lot of people chased me away. I was sitting alone on a bench, dressed in black, with red eyes staring at families passing by. I'm not surprised that others reacted unpleasantly. throughout this period, through all the Christmases I have lived, the experience has been the same. even though I try to be a completely positive person in life, there will still be moments like this. moments of memories and more. I think that I will also spend this Christmas on a motorcycle seat on icy roads, and on a cold bench in a park, watching happy families with childrens enjoying life. for others, christmass may be associated with a warm fireplace, pleasant atmosphere and family, but for me, unfortunately, for the rest of my life, Christmas will be just a period of winter in which I try to feel the warmth of others, watching their lives from a distance and thinking ;/ forgive me that I wrote so much, and that I entered again in a gloomy way of writing, but the past still lives in me and even at such moments it must make my mood worse.. I hope that you spend Christmas with your family like other people I sometimes observe from afar

it is understandable to feel that way about holidays given your past and it hurts that you feel this way during winter... and honestly this christmas is going to be very tough for me now that i dont have my mom around, but that doesn't mean we cant still bring joy and happiness to others during the season. Neither of us have a family this is true, but we have each other and all of our friends on FA and i think that is enough reason to celebrate. THIS can be our family to enjoy the christmas season with ^o^ even though it is way too cold LOL we can still chat and enjoy each others company through the screen <3

I've been meditating on your christmass this year. because you are actually without mom now. I spent the whole day watching the colder and colder world through the window, really thinking about everything. I also came to this point, after all, we have each other, we have a FA which can be as a conversation corner for us, and in such situations, the conversation is the best we can have. everyone at FA is like family to me. even strangers. however, it will probably be a long time before I get used to it here. however, no matter what happens, I know I have my place here, just as everyone occupies one of the several thousand places assigned to them, and I can feel at ease here, but there are still doubts. I think that now, with this confession, I will be thinking for the next few days about everything. maybe that's good. in any case, I'd like to thank you again for being here, for representing a true friend, someone who will always listen, and someone who will not turn around without interest. such people are the greater part of this world and I really thank fate that you are not like that <3

Yay!