Hey guys, I've had a few notes and messages regarding my lack of posting and not being active on here and Twitter anymore.

The reason for that is because six days ago, I got sick for the first time. Hard to believe I've never been sick before, but immune system was just - very strong so I've never felt this way before. I had to go to the hospital multiple times because to me, this was my first time being sick and I was literally scared because I had no idea what was going on. I was too hot and cold at the same time, I couldn't drive and everything from my back and below just felt extremely sore and weak and I could barely walk. I thought It was because I haven't been sleeping a lot, but what made me call the hospital was that I started throwing up water with mixtures of blood in it and honestly, I was horrified at this. Yeah, I threw up before, but I never threw up, then threw up water and blood afterwards.

So anyways, I was taken to the hospital off and on with my conditions getting better when they give me fluids, and immediately coming back as soon as I get back to where I was supposed to be. Only until the third trip to the ER did they do some tests and find out that I have Colitis (inflammation of the colon). :/

The exact type? We aren't sure, I just have all the symptoms of it - which are Pain, Fever, Vomiting, weight loss (I lost eight pounds during this, maybe more now), abdominal pain, strong and sudden urge to have bowl movement and watery diarrhea (that may contain blood)

So yeah, that's the reason why you haven't seen me around a lot. Docs even told me to stop traveling with my job because I now have a increased risk of catching something else. So basically I'm bedridden until I finish these pills they give me. :/

It got so bad that I took a Hiv test 😭😭😭😭 thankfully it came back negative. Whew!

Anyways, that's the story - with some things kept out... Just, please take care guys and have a safe and happy holidays. :3

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