hi. Usually I don't write big text to my drawings, but now I would like to share my thoughts. I'm in depressed for a very long time and in the last week it became especially difficult for me, and here I wanted to show how I feel it. Endless feeling of despair, loneliness and self-loathing just eats me from inside. Sometimes I tell people with whom I play games, a little bit of random information about myself, it helps me feel that I exist, but not for long. I have no one to talk to, and big trust issues don't help in making friends. It's sad, but it's ok.

RPG games also help me a lot, those in which the personal stories of the characters are well spelled out, and if there is a possibility of an affair with them it's very cool, these warm and gentle words are a pleasure to read. (Say hello to Fenris from Da2, Regongar from Pathfinder, Garrus..) heh :>

Back to the theme, I hope that people who are in the same situation as me will find close friends with whom they can talk. <3

Thank you for your attention, have a nice day and I love you all :3