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Some people already knew that I am in a truly shit depression with burnout and suicidal plans. I can't describe how hard it is. How painful it is.
And I don't wanna talk about it with anyone, I don't want bother anyone with my suffers.
I was planning to draw what I owed and sent via PM, and after that commit with suicide. But it's REALLY HARD to do anything, to make myself do something. I don't feel good when I draw, I'm not happy with the process anymore.
So many shit in my life with everything, I don't feel myself like a person anymore.
I was planning to draw Witch Sphere first, until 31 October. After that pixel icons and so and so.
And the funny thing is that I need money (as for food, for medicine, doctors, and for my rat, she is ill, she is old. Vet is on vacation, home treatment don't do a thing) and can't draw something new. Even adoptables. Don't have an inspiration or ideas either.
So.
Please, don't PM me about your CM or YCH. I don't wanna bother you with my shit and regrets. I'm really sorry that it takes SO LONG, it's okay if you will post warnings about how bad I am as an artist and so. I can't do refunds. I wish I could.
I can't have a trello (or how it called, my network don't load it) to show you WIPs, so I decided to create a Discord server for this.
https://discord.gg/3ShKPxgxQs
If I forgot someone's order PLEASE LET ME KNOW THERE, I'll add your order.
If there is no WIP for your order - I didn't started yet.
If you wanna help me with donations, go ahead, I'll appreciate it. Even a dollar would be helpful.
paypal cyntonyoko[at]gmail.com ||| сбер +79012809671
Now I'll upload some artworks I've done. And auctions for my fawns characters. And have a little rest after daily crying. I'm really tired from my life and myself.
Thank you for reading this shit. Sorry if I wrote all this not so grammatically good, я русскоговорящий дединсайд.
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Привет, милая...
Я тоже художница как и ты.
Я страдаю депрессией уже давно, особенно в те времена когда я работала для русской аудитории.
Выгорание... Такое частое состояние для художников, будто родное, но чертовски болезненное.
Я тебя очень понимаю.. Прям целиком.
Раз ты написала что не хочешь говорить об этом, то я просто пожелаю тебе сил и вдохновения. Рано или поздно всё кончится.
Твои работы прекрасны, я рада что встретила тебя!
Борись. Смотри вперёд гордо подняв голову, ведь ты художник. Чудесный художник.
Я тоже художница как и ты.
Я страдаю депрессией уже давно, особенно в те времена когда я работала для русской аудитории.
Выгорание... Такое частое состояние для художников, будто родное, но чертовски болезненное.
Я тебя очень понимаю.. Прям целиком.
Раз ты написала что не хочешь говорить об этом, то я просто пожелаю тебе сил и вдохновения. Рано или поздно всё кончится.
Твои работы прекрасны, я рада что встретила тебя!
Борись. Смотри вперёд гордо подняв голову, ведь ты художник. Чудесный художник.
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