This is NOT your RP character.
This is a representation of my soul.
Respect it.

EDIT 9/5/10: Added silhouette of normal wolf for size comparison.

This most recent break...has taught me any things.

Yin-Yang is not simply colors; it is not merely Black and White.
It is a complimentary contradiction.
It is predator and it is prey.
It is chaos and it is balance.
It is war and it is peace.
It is freedom and it is restraint.

I was awoken to something that I have been asleep to for a very long time.
I have been waiting for someone to become the Order to my Chaos.
But that someone is already here, and has been here the whole time.
That someone, is me.

Two sides to the same coin.
Hunter and the hunted.
Nobility and Honor.
War and Peace.
Leader and Follower.

I have come to realize that I am more then what one beast can handle...and that One should never have been carrying the burden alone, nor should everything have been restricted to being trapped inside the One.

I am more then one beast can handle, because I am two.
Like the Pisces, there is One coming, One going, the Balance contained within the circle they complete.

So I bow my head and recognize the "Other" me...the other side.
Just as I am so much Wolf, I am also...Horse.

Horse is the only other animal that has held as much magic and personal connection for me.
I used to work with horses growing up, and miss them dearly.
I understand them, I know them, I was something of a horse whisperer, and still am.

So many things in my life have been touched by Horse, and have been following me; just like Wolf, since I was born.
Just look at my vehicles...Bronco...the ordeal with the Mustangs...my obsession with horsepower and unbridled freedom and speed, swift turns, flowing manes...
Even some of my physical traits, mannerisms, are also Horse.
The way I snort and toss my head when angry, frustrated.
The way I paw the ground with one foot when uneasy, and easily fall into wide-eyed panic in extremes.

Then there are the traits both Wolf and Horse share.
Of all the animals, Horse and Wolf are arguably the most potent and recognized for the simple fact their existence has heralded great change. They both are honorable and loyal animals and they both have a strong desire to roam; travel...run.

Both are very powerful and head-strong creatures.
Both have an overwhelming desire for companionship; pack and herd.

I have only seen whispers of this elegant creature.
Body the perfect combination between Friesian and Andalusian.
And as the Wolf is Nanakyi, I know the Equine as Nemoneen...a name some of you have heard before.
I do not have a drawing of this creature...but perhaps soon.

I have always felt both...but when I started closing down...I wanted to force all those things, all that I was, into one thing...I couldn't be two things...but the paddock gate has been opened, and now Horse will run side by side with Wolf, for I am One, and I am Both.
Day and Night.

And I stand stronger for it. One soul, two beings that are one whole.
Now I think I can fully understand Scorn and his Beast...

I am more then one beast can handle...but now One no longer has to.

How long have I been dual sided...?
I'll let this speak for itself...
Yes...this is my artwork...
And right now...it says more then I ever could.
I have been so blind.

http://i224.photobucket.com/albums/.....definingme.jpg

...Back to the way it was...when I was happy to be me...and when me meant two different bodies but always and forever, one soul.
The silver winged wolvin-angel and the mighty and proud steed.

***:blackrose:***

Due to recent art theft I must express:
Image is <u>NOT FOR USE ON ANY OTHER SITE, PERIOD. Doing so without my express, PROVABLE permission is AGAINST THE LAW, regardless of what language you speak.

Coloring and lay-out by :devsouls-poison:
Art by :devwhipstitch-wolfthing:
Please note this character design is an original and is the legal COPYRIGHTED property of :devwhipstitch-wolfthing:.
<sup><b>Soul-Self=Character is the LEGAL COPYRIGHTED property of Shauna "Silverwolf" McKean. Aurua Nightsoul/Nanakyi Night-Singer/Nahawen/Ghostwolf may not be reused, edited, copied or traced in any way. Character may not be used in any forums, RP or chat boards without express permission. Reuse of any images, material, or names in reference must have the written provable permission from the artist and copyright holder, otherwise such is ILLEGAL use, called ART-THEFT; a legally punishable crime. Please don't risk it. For my use only.