I'm not feeling too good...
I feel like I completely lost my ability to write a story. Every time I try to, I end up disliking it, so I scrap the idea, just to pick it back up, tweak it, and wind up disliking it even more...
I successfully broke all my concepts into microscopic pieces, not even enough to piece it back together, even if I tried a billion times, and God knows I tried. All I have now are characters... characters without a purpose, it seems.
I remember I said a long time ago, that if I never find a love (That is, a girlfriend) I'll just draw (that is, create one.) What a foolish thing to say, and I regret those words, because fast forwarding to now, I'm lonely, and I find that drawing is all I can do... It's like a blessing and a curse. I love my art, and my characters, but nothing can replace the essence of tangible life. I've been living in a fantasy world for 15 years... only to wake up and find that I've wasted a good chunk of lifeforce and time.
Even so, I refuse to give up my art and my dreams... broken and all, but I have to wonder if that's a good thing or not though.

... so I decided to express myself by drawing how I feel through Kori... Hopefully this will come to pass, this major writer's block, and isolation and loneliness. I truly have what I wanted... and yet I feel like I have nothing at all. Free to do whatever I want in my own little world... but a prisoner to the four corners of the room that houses my own little world....