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"I was sold to my first husband when I was around 14 years old as is the tradition in the kabirah lands, I had many insecurities as anyone would have being a teenager girl forced to marry a 60 year old man, but I had no option but to accept quietly, My husband was a drunk who lived alone on a shed far away from the town, I was already expecting to fulfil my "wife duties" in this so called relationship, but I had no idea I would had to do everything in his farm! since the day I arrived he forced me to do almost everything , from cleaning the house to plowing the fields, and I was beaten everytime I failed, but as a silver lining all this forced work teached how to be self suficient, what helped me alot in what happened later.
In the last years of life my husband was absolutely obsessed with drink, alcohol is strictly forbidden for the worshipers of Kabir, but he didn't cared, he had a hidden alembic on the cellar his shed and everyday he was preparing more moonshine to wash his soul, most of my memories of him are he in his chair on the porch chugging straight from a big bottle, it was like that everyday, while I was working he was drinking, as the years passed he got worse and worse,It was common for him to drink until he passed out, he would wake up some hours later frustrated and beat me without apparent reason, but one day after passing out...he simply didn't wake up again, I was afraid of waking him, so I let him on his chair for 3 days, turns out that the drink finnaly claimed his life and I was left alone on that shed in the midst of nowhere, after burring his body I had no idea of where to go or what to do, so I just kept doing my chores everyday as nothing ever happened.
I found myself happier alone, he never talked anything meaningful to me anyway, and not having to deal with a sore body after being beaten everyday was very nice, I could be stuck in the midst of nowhere in a rundown shed but I was free and independent, something most Kabirah women will never experience, and it was very good. I spent 5 years living in peace on my shed, until fate changed it drastically, the grassy plains I lived were inhabited by gigantic beasts that spent most of their days grazing, they aren't a real problem they are gentle giants who avoided farms most of the time, but they had predators who also most of the time avoided farms and people, unless they were desperate for food...such was the case of the creature that found my home,I was harvesting my beetroots once I saw the large reptilian creature running towards me, I fled to the shed fast as I could, I grabbed the shotgun of my deceased husband and tried to use it, but it was covered in rust since I had no idea how to maintan it in these 5 years alone, before I could try anything else I was bitten on my right leg, I cryed in pain as the venon of the creature filled my body, my vision got blurry, I tought that was it, it was the end, as the creature prepared to consume my body something jumped over it and cut its head with a blade, once the beast fell to the ground the misterious shadow approached me and I lost conscience.
I woke 2 days later on my bed, and at the end of it was a huge man looking at me with a smile, he was caprine like me but his horns were huge and curled adorned with gold and jewels, his whole body was covered by a luxurious cape equally adorned, my blood freezed in fear, I tried to run but my leg was hurting alot, he held me in bed and told me to be calm for he had no ill intentions, I asked who was him and what he wanted, he told me his name is Gwydion, and all he wanted was to heal me, since the attack of the beast was his fault, he was hunting it and accidentaly directed it my house, I was still afraid, but I had no option once again, I too wounded to work and I would certainly die alone, so I accepted his help.
In the following days Gwydion helped with everything, he treated my leg with strange herbs, cleaned my shed and harvested my crops for me, it was so good to have a helping hand, and also a companion that didn't beat me for fun, Gwydion had so many stories of far away places to tell, he told me about giant cities with flying machines and man made of metal, the bloody silent fjords of the north, the endless deserts of the south full of ruins of a untold past, I had no idea the world was so big, he was teaching me so many things expanding my once so mediocre mind, I had no idea but I was in love with him, so much so that I offered my body to him, I could be a sinner on the eyes of the prophet but my desire was too strong to be denied,I laid in bed with Gwydion and he carried me in to a journey of forbidden love, no vows to a god, no compromises or divine laws, only raw love for the first time in my life...
With Gwydion my life became colorful and fulfilling, it could still be humble but it was delightful, as the time passed I felt the first sign of a marvelous consequence of our love, I was feeling sick and my tummy was growing, it was clear I was pregnant! when I told Gwydion his eyes shined with joy, he hugged and caressed my belly with tenderness and pride,in the following months he ensured I had as much rest as possible, he cared so much for me, it was somewhat funny to see such a imposing huge and handsome man being so sweet at the same time, one night he said it was time for us to leave that shed, he had a better place for us to live, but he still needed a safe way to carry me since it would be a long journey, I was too big and heavy to travel on foot, he told me he needed a proper vehicle, I got so excited, I would go on a jorney with the love of my live, no matter where, it would be amazing with him!
But my joy was short lived, few nights later we wake up with 2 strangers on our door, they were weird and their garments were something I never seen, they were worried and angry, they wanted to speak alone with Gwydion, I was not happy of being left a side but I obeyed, after a heated discussion Gwydion came to me and held me dearly, he said something horrible has happened to his people and he had to go, I told him I would soon deliver our babies he could not leave me now, I could not do this alone! he calmed me down and told me "listen my dear, duty calls me, I can not explain it to you now but you have to trust me, i will come back soon, and we will do our jorney to a better place!" he kissed me and left with the 2 strangers, I cried in bed the rest of the night , so I did in the following nights, 3 weeks without him were a immense suffering, I already had reached and passed 9 months of my pregnancy, I was fearing to give birth alone in the dark without him to hold my hand, could he had abandoned me and our children? I tried to not fill my mind with these dark thoughs but it was hard.
Another cold night without him I slept after a lot of crying, but I dreamed with him, he was agitated, he held me firmly by the shoulders and yelled "wake up my dear! wake up you are in danger you need to flee!" I woke up sweating in panic and immediatly I heard the sound of several engines in front of the house, I had no idea who could it be so I hid behind a wall, seconds later a couple of armed man broke down my door, I could hear them saying that they need to capture me alive and calling me witch, I had to think fast , i darted trought the cellar entrance and used a back door to flee to the hills, I ran as fas as I could in the hopes I could hid in the tall grass, but it was useless it was a bright full moon night and my pursuers could see me from affar, soon they were chasing me, I was a tired and heavily pregnant, there was no competition, before I could realize I felt the impact of a iron mace on my right knee and i felt to the ground in pain, while falling I used my arm to protect my belly so I hurt it badly.
I begged to not be hurt as I was surrounded by around 20 armed man, their leader was the local priest and he was angry, he grabbed me by the hair and slapped my face with alot of force, they yelled asking were Gwydion was, and I had no idea what to say or why they were so violent, I begged again for them to stop but they were determinated, I pleaded for them to not hurt my children but it was for no avail, the priest grabbed a large hook he had on his belt and said "I will rip these vermin from inside you witch if you dont tell me where Gwydion is" I knew he was not bluffing, I heard many stories of what kabirah priests to make sinful women suffer, I was desperate and had no answer to give them!
Deep in my mind I prayed for Gwydion to appear again and save me like he did with the beast that almost claimed my life...but I was alone once again at the edge of death, I would be tortured to death on that field and my children would never see the light of day, my hope was completly gone as I heard a loud voice coming from afar, a angry shout saying "HEY KABIRAH WORMS!! " all my assailants looked in to the direction of the voice and immediatly their bodies began to be ripped apart by massive bullets, I cowered in the ground as bullets whezed over me, they tried to shoot back but they were butchered on the spot, soon what were 20 man where now gored remains and bodies riddled with large bleeding holes, once the shootout stoped I raised my hands in the direction of the shooter in a sign of surrender and yelled:
- Please don't shoot! I'm just a wounded mother!I beg you have mercy!
the gunman approached me, I could not see his face I could only see his golden teeth shining as he spoke:
- I suppose you are Tamara, the lover of Gwydion...
- Yes I'm but I have no idea where he is!
- I know you don't, for he himself sent me here to rescue you...
- Gwydion sent you!? where is he? and who are you!?
- There's no time for questions right now,I can see more headlights in the horizon, they are coming on mass, you will have to trust me!
Once again I was left with no choice, I had no idea who was this mysterious savior, but he was my only hope to save myself and my children so I agreed and he carried me away in his arms to the darkness... (continues in part 2)
oh so much mystery 8U
In the last years of life my husband was absolutely obsessed with drink, alcohol is strictly forbidden for the worshipers of Kabir, but he didn't cared, he had a hidden alembic on the cellar his shed and everyday he was preparing more moonshine to wash his soul, most of my memories of him are he in his chair on the porch chugging straight from a big bottle, it was like that everyday, while I was working he was drinking, as the years passed he got worse and worse,It was common for him to drink until he passed out, he would wake up some hours later frustrated and beat me without apparent reason, but one day after passing out...he simply didn't wake up again, I was afraid of waking him, so I let him on his chair for 3 days, turns out that the drink finnaly claimed his life and I was left alone on that shed in the midst of nowhere, after burring his body I had no idea of where to go or what to do, so I just kept doing my chores everyday as nothing ever happened.
I found myself happier alone, he never talked anything meaningful to me anyway, and not having to deal with a sore body after being beaten everyday was very nice, I could be stuck in the midst of nowhere in a rundown shed but I was free and independent, something most Kabirah women will never experience, and it was very good. I spent 5 years living in peace on my shed, until fate changed it drastically, the grassy plains I lived were inhabited by gigantic beasts that spent most of their days grazing, they aren't a real problem they are gentle giants who avoided farms most of the time, but they had predators who also most of the time avoided farms and people, unless they were desperate for food...such was the case of the creature that found my home,I was harvesting my beetroots once I saw the large reptilian creature running towards me, I fled to the shed fast as I could, I grabbed the shotgun of my deceased husband and tried to use it, but it was covered in rust since I had no idea how to maintan it in these 5 years alone, before I could try anything else I was bitten on my right leg, I cryed in pain as the venon of the creature filled my body, my vision got blurry, I tought that was it, it was the end, as the creature prepared to consume my body something jumped over it and cut its head with a blade, once the beast fell to the ground the misterious shadow approached me and I lost conscience.
I woke 2 days later on my bed, and at the end of it was a huge man looking at me with a smile, he was caprine like me but his horns were huge and curled adorned with gold and jewels, his whole body was covered by a luxurious cape equally adorned, my blood freezed in fear, I tried to run but my leg was hurting alot, he held me in bed and told me to be calm for he had no ill intentions, I asked who was him and what he wanted, he told me his name is Gwydion, and all he wanted was to heal me, since the attack of the beast was his fault, he was hunting it and accidentaly directed it my house, I was still afraid, but I had no option once again, I too wounded to work and I would certainly die alone, so I accepted his help.
In the following days Gwydion helped with everything, he treated my leg with strange herbs, cleaned my shed and harvested my crops for me, it was so good to have a helping hand, and also a companion that didn't beat me for fun, Gwydion had so many stories of far away places to tell, he told me about giant cities with flying machines and man made of metal, the bloody silent fjords of the north, the endless deserts of the south full of ruins of a untold past, I had no idea the world was so big, he was teaching me so many things expanding my once so mediocre mind, I had no idea but I was in love with him, so much so that I offered my body to him, I could be a sinner on the eyes of the prophet but my desire was too strong to be denied,I laid in bed with Gwydion and he carried me in to a journey of forbidden love, no vows to a god, no compromises or divine laws, only raw love for the first time in my life...
With Gwydion my life became colorful and fulfilling, it could still be humble but it was delightful, as the time passed I felt the first sign of a marvelous consequence of our love, I was feeling sick and my tummy was growing, it was clear I was pregnant! when I told Gwydion his eyes shined with joy, he hugged and caressed my belly with tenderness and pride,in the following months he ensured I had as much rest as possible, he cared so much for me, it was somewhat funny to see such a imposing huge and handsome man being so sweet at the same time, one night he said it was time for us to leave that shed, he had a better place for us to live, but he still needed a safe way to carry me since it would be a long journey, I was too big and heavy to travel on foot, he told me he needed a proper vehicle, I got so excited, I would go on a jorney with the love of my live, no matter where, it would be amazing with him!
But my joy was short lived, few nights later we wake up with 2 strangers on our door, they were weird and their garments were something I never seen, they were worried and angry, they wanted to speak alone with Gwydion, I was not happy of being left a side but I obeyed, after a heated discussion Gwydion came to me and held me dearly, he said something horrible has happened to his people and he had to go, I told him I would soon deliver our babies he could not leave me now, I could not do this alone! he calmed me down and told me "listen my dear, duty calls me, I can not explain it to you now but you have to trust me, i will come back soon, and we will do our jorney to a better place!" he kissed me and left with the 2 strangers, I cried in bed the rest of the night , so I did in the following nights, 3 weeks without him were a immense suffering, I already had reached and passed 9 months of my pregnancy, I was fearing to give birth alone in the dark without him to hold my hand, could he had abandoned me and our children? I tried to not fill my mind with these dark thoughs but it was hard.
Another cold night without him I slept after a lot of crying, but I dreamed with him, he was agitated, he held me firmly by the shoulders and yelled "wake up my dear! wake up you are in danger you need to flee!" I woke up sweating in panic and immediatly I heard the sound of several engines in front of the house, I had no idea who could it be so I hid behind a wall, seconds later a couple of armed man broke down my door, I could hear them saying that they need to capture me alive and calling me witch, I had to think fast , i darted trought the cellar entrance and used a back door to flee to the hills, I ran as fas as I could in the hopes I could hid in the tall grass, but it was useless it was a bright full moon night and my pursuers could see me from affar, soon they were chasing me, I was a tired and heavily pregnant, there was no competition, before I could realize I felt the impact of a iron mace on my right knee and i felt to the ground in pain, while falling I used my arm to protect my belly so I hurt it badly.
I begged to not be hurt as I was surrounded by around 20 armed man, their leader was the local priest and he was angry, he grabbed me by the hair and slapped my face with alot of force, they yelled asking were Gwydion was, and I had no idea what to say or why they were so violent, I begged again for them to stop but they were determinated, I pleaded for them to not hurt my children but it was for no avail, the priest grabbed a large hook he had on his belt and said "I will rip these vermin from inside you witch if you dont tell me where Gwydion is" I knew he was not bluffing, I heard many stories of what kabirah priests to make sinful women suffer, I was desperate and had no answer to give them!
Deep in my mind I prayed for Gwydion to appear again and save me like he did with the beast that almost claimed my life...but I was alone once again at the edge of death, I would be tortured to death on that field and my children would never see the light of day, my hope was completly gone as I heard a loud voice coming from afar, a angry shout saying "HEY KABIRAH WORMS!! " all my assailants looked in to the direction of the voice and immediatly their bodies began to be ripped apart by massive bullets, I cowered in the ground as bullets whezed over me, they tried to shoot back but they were butchered on the spot, soon what were 20 man where now gored remains and bodies riddled with large bleeding holes, once the shootout stoped I raised my hands in the direction of the shooter in a sign of surrender and yelled:
- Please don't shoot! I'm just a wounded mother!I beg you have mercy!
the gunman approached me, I could not see his face I could only see his golden teeth shining as he spoke:
- I suppose you are Tamara, the lover of Gwydion...
- Yes I'm but I have no idea where he is!
- I know you don't, for he himself sent me here to rescue you...
- Gwydion sent you!? where is he? and who are you!?
- There's no time for questions right now,I can see more headlights in the horizon, they are coming on mass, you will have to trust me!
Once again I was left with no choice, I had no idea who was this mysterious savior, but he was my only hope to save myself and my children so I agreed and he carried me away in his arms to the darkness... (continues in part 2)
oh so much mystery 8U
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