FA+
Shop
647
Views
Views
17
Favorites
Favorites
Category
Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Exotic (Other)
Size 1280 x 616
File Size 97.5 kB
Report this content
More from raine1082
Name: Raine
Age: Mid-30s
Height: 6'0"
Weight Class: Cruiserweight
Species: Western Flemish Bundragon
Pronouns: Doesn't care
Occupation: Retail Manager
Sexuality: Gynesexual Aromantic
Quirks:
She has scars on her back where she once had wings when she was younger. She ripped them out forcefully when younger, and while she used to be ashamed of them and cover them up, she's grown more comfortable with them exposed even though her hair typically covers them anyway.
She has a pair of large canines that protrude from her mouth. She filed them down for a while to keep them from becoming unwieldy, but has since let them grow and become more prominent. However, she has a bit of a speech impediment as a result of these teeth.
She enjoys wearing baggy and punky clothing, and has a fondness for meme-text shirts as they act as a bit of an icebreaker from her otherwise quiet, intimidating demeanor.
Likes: Music (certain genres), videogames, porn, memes and morbid humor
Dislikes: Prudes, pants (on others), elitism and toxicity
Her personality ranges from over-the-top silly to eerily silent depending on the situation, how comfortable she is and/or whether she is sober or not. She drinks alcohol frequently and often keeps to herself, but when she does interact with others, she goes out of her way to make them laugh and smile at her jokes and silliness, as she feels that's the only thing she can offer in most situations. She's otherwise very quiet, listening to conversations when they are beyond her understanding or she has very little to add. She's spent most of her life in isolation, either as punishment for behavior at school when younger or due to just a lack of interest in the outside world. This has caused her to be wildly uncultured with no travel or personal experiences, no hobbies, goals or firm interests or hatreds that she can share and relate with others. She's always been what she considers the 'odd one out' and while this used to be a point of shame for her, she has embraced this about herself and feels she can be anywhere and hang with anybody, from crowded sports bars on Saturdays to a D&D table in an obscure comic book shop.
Hypersexuality is something she only just recently came to realize about herself, but has been something that has plagued her for much of her young adult life. While in some circles such insatiable urges may seem endearing and exciting, for her it's actually been extremely detrimental especially when it comes to relationships. She has a significant lack of close, lasting friendships. While she cannot say that she has no friends at all, most of those that know her and have interacted with her in some capacity keep their distance and it's largely attributed to her hypersexual nature in that she has tried to make anything and everything sexual in some form or fashion often leading to the belief that that was all she was interested in, and it not being all that far from the truth. Now that she realizes this about herself, she does her best to keep things in check. While deep down she still enjoys this nature about herself in some respects, she understands that it does more harm than good when she forces it upon others or expects them to accommodate her seemingly unquenchable needs. This has also caused her to simply keep her distance and be fearful of meeting new people, especially those she has a particular crush on.
Being so distant from others for most of her life hasn't come without it's damage. When speaking, on top of her speech impediment due to her fangs, she's also prone to stuttering or hanging on her words and thoughts, as well as speaking very quietly. Any louder and she feels like she's yelling despite it being a more normal tone of voice. In groups, she's extremely quiet for myriad of reasons, though most of the time she either doesn't know when she can get a chance to insert herself into the flow of conversation or she hasn't formed a thought or understanding that she feels is good enough to add. Any time she does speak it's mostly a witty one-liner or some manner of "That's what she said" just to get a quick laugh out of someone. This has made her very wary of group settings, since she feels she'll be forgotten in the grand scheme of things and when she finally does speak up, there won't be much of a response.
In her mature age, she's become more aware of her flaws but instead of letting them hold her down and be ashamed of herself, she's begun to recognize them and embrace them in some way. She still has a long way to go and considers herself a constant work-in-progress. She'll still fall into deep depressive episodes every so often but she at least understands what she's going through and doesn't try to heap that burden upon others as she's done in the past intentionally or not. Deep down, she wants to care for others and feel like she can truly belong and be accepted, but before she can do any of that, she has to accept herself, something she continues to struggle to do even to this day, but she's finally taking her first steps toward that goal. And while her age is mature, she'll never admit that she herself is, often claiming she's mentally still in her teens, which may not actually be that far from the truth considering her lifestyle.
Art: 
Charmrage
Character: 
Raine1082
Raine is a self-insert OC. No more dual egos, shadowy mysterious 'which one do you really know?' nonsense. Just raw, real and uncut. Actually she's cut but that's another conversation. She is me and I am her. Sorry that there's no fictional intrigue or well-written deeply thought out original prose worthy of a Lord of the Rings style novel-to-movie trilogy or whatever else. Hard to pretend to be something you aren't especially when you don't understand enough about the world to do so. Truth hurts, but truth will set you free, and it's high time I started living my truth.
Plus it's time to send the posers scrambling for new pictures. Yes, I'm aware you exist, I just don't care enough to hunt you down. Just don't be a cunt and have people thinking that's me, aight? I can do that myself.
Charmrage
Raine1082Category Artwork (Digital) / All
Species Exotic (Other)
Size 1280 x 616px
File Size 97.5 kB
Comments