hey, I kind of know how it feels to lose something that's important to you because I lost a lots of things in my past including my human appearance :(

Like rafiki said :The past may hurt but, as I see it, you can, either run away from it or learn from it

indeed, but for my case that I was forced to learn from it because you can't run away from yourself and I got bullied a lot by out of latex creatures because I'm a so-called "failed sample" but that exists in the past I'm going learn how to cope with it with my new Bro Sans the skeleton even though you view him as a video game character but there's such thing as a Multiverse where Sans actually exist and the internet can be anomalous sometimes and connect to faraway universes or in simpler terms, I and Sans are so-called "smiley trash bags" and it's ok if you don't believe me because humanoid-like entities usually Believe and things that they want to believe which I don't mind at all

embrace who you are an never look back