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warning: mental issues
In fact, this whole text is about me as a person, not as an artist. If you are only interested in the works absolutely ok do not read this! thanks
I'm actually writing this here because for some reason the FA has become a safe place for me. So, I have an anxiety-depressive disorder. I got much, much better last year, and then... one unpleasant situation happened. And here I am in the pit again. And my whole life is in this. No matter how hard I try, my brain will still sick. No matter how hard I try, I will always be slower and less productive than others. I am 26 years old, but I think I have never felt young and full of energy at all. I've been a tired, sick wreck since birth. And I can't even handle the usual adult stuff. I can't go to a regular job because no one needs an employee who cries for 4 hours in a row at the workplace because they can't help crying. and I completely understand them! I'm not a successful self-employed artist either, I'm too slow to keep up with trends and algorithms, and I can't work so much that it's enough
I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't even know why I wrote all this
But, if you were suddenly wondering why there were fewer drawings - that's why...
P.S
Yes, I am being treated, but it helps very, very slowly. And maybe part of my problems is just a feature of the nervous fucking system so it's will never let me be
In fact, this whole text is about me as a person, not as an artist. If you are only interested in the works absolutely ok do not read this! thanks
I'm actually writing this here because for some reason the FA has become a safe place for me. So, I have an anxiety-depressive disorder. I got much, much better last year, and then... one unpleasant situation happened. And here I am in the pit again. And my whole life is in this. No matter how hard I try, my brain will still sick. No matter how hard I try, I will always be slower and less productive than others. I am 26 years old, but I think I have never felt young and full of energy at all. I've been a tired, sick wreck since birth. And I can't even handle the usual adult stuff. I can't go to a regular job because no one needs an employee who cries for 4 hours in a row at the workplace because they can't help crying. and I completely understand them! I'm not a successful self-employed artist either, I'm too slow to keep up with trends and algorithms, and I can't work so much that it's enough
I just don't know what to do with myself
I don't even know why I wrote all this
But, if you were suddenly wondering why there were fewer drawings - that's why...
P.S
Yes, I am being treated, but it helps very, very slowly. And maybe part of my problems is just a feature of the nervous fucking system so it's will never let me be
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This is just so raw. I almost feel bad saying I love it because I understand it comes from a place of pain, but there is admirable skill in how that is expressed that is attractive.
I had been wondering if there was a reason for the slow down in art. You make wonderful stuff and I love seeing it every time. I hope your treatment goes well.
I had been wondering if there was a reason for the slow down in art. You make wonderful stuff and I love seeing it every time. I hope your treatment goes well.
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