Sensation washes over me, I can't describe it. Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember. Tear a hole so I can see my devastation. Feelings from so long ago I don't remember. Holding on to let them know what's given to me, to hide behind the mask this time and try to believe. Blind your eyes to what you see, you can't embrace it. Leave it well enough alone and don't remember. Cut your pride and watch it bleed, you can't deny it. Pain you know you can't ignore, I don't remember. If I can remember to know this will conquer me, if I can just walk alone and try to escape into me.