Art for myself I made a while ago

I'm pretty proud of this, especially the wings look nice, but I like how the piece looks overall
I haven't drawn anything purely to make myself happy and chill in a while, I drew Max like a month ago but that was kind of, forced? I was excited about a new OC so I just drew him. This piece however, bit different, can't explain.

It was a nice break from all the art I do for others, I'm gonna be honest, my motivation has been lacking lately, I haven't done as much art as I usually do. It's a bit sad for me? I love art but I hate forcing myself to do it, and now I don't draw much, I want to, but I just can't much. Trying to do my best to come back to it, but honestly I probably deserve a break, right after art fight I did owed art in exchange for OCs and finished a lot of stuff in my queue. Still doesn't change the fact that I want but can't draw, oh well. It's nice to draw at least something.

Sorry for this, huge description of me just venting(?) about how I feel, just, I always have the need to explain myself, and just if anyone was wondering why I haven't been doing much, I am trying my best, but pushing myself is really just mentally draining and my art becomes worse if I do that so I do hope everyone understands.

Have a good day :)