a little update to this journal - still taking care of Austin, my baby's got gastritis&pancreatitis ;w; He doesn't like his diet food, he has to take many pills(which he doesn't like either), we visit the vet almost every two days and still not sure about treatment
I almost haven't slept for these two months, due to nervousness I had a relapse of my ataxia, 3/4 of my limbs are injured because if my random falls, I have persistent headaches and OK after all I really do hate to say it but I feel completely worn out

will be back to work after he gets better, until that - sorry
heis all I have so I can't function properly while something's happened to him, i truly hurt and cry too much
(please may it all be just a weird dream)

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thank you so much for your patience, I love you all
- L