I have had this feeling for months and it feels more and more in me, but I always hide it, but I think it will be time to vent

My family has gone through a difficult economic situation due to the pandemic, I have suffered an internal hemorrhage that almost cost me my life, we lost a dog (Chihuahua) and unfortunately I did not manage to stay in a university, among many other things.

I have reached a point where I do my best to get along with several, mainly friends that I met in FA or other places outside of here, I never look for problems, I do my best to make them feel good and erase their negative thoughts, no matter if I hide mine most of the time

I just want to say sorry for making certain people feel bad

I'm sorry to those 2 friends who felt some envy of me, although I never wanted them to feel that for me or see me as an enemy

I am sorry to certain users for being harsh, only that I have a character when something bothers me

I am very sorry to a certain friend for being somewhat insistent when changing one of his OC's for a simple damn idea that occurred to me

I am very sorry for making a certain artist angry (I will not mention a name), for giving his drawings a favorite many times, I just wanted to save them on that list because I like them very much and I admire him, but I promise not to do it anymore

I am sorry to a certain person for destroying a ship between my OC and yours because of my despair and nervousness

I'm sorry for not being able to have time for everyone or for not wanting to do something, there are things that I do not like and I am not a robot, even so I will do my best

I know I'm not perfect, I know I make mistakes and have flaws, I'm just a simple boy with Asperger's

Even so, I thank everyone for their support, gifts and for making me get to where I am and those who became my friends, I only wish everyone who follows me the best

IN SPITE OF EVERYTHING I WILL BE STRONG, IT WILL NOT BE EASY, BUT I WILL GIVE MY BEST, I DON'T WANT TO PROVE THAT I AM SOMEONE WEAK