I wrote this one forever and a day ago (12-30-08)
But It was the 2nd thing I put in the notebook I got for Christmas that year and I kinda like it. I was still kinda hung up on someone that caused me quite a bit of hurt at the time and I think My songwriting showed it.

Instrumentation:
Rainsong Graphite Guitar (center)
Mandolin (left)
Mountain Dulcimer (right)

Lyrics:
Sometimes I love
sometimes I lie
sometimes it's hard to say goodbye
then sometimes it's easy
I wish I could run
I wish i could hide
all this pain bottled up inside
but why, must I, feel let down

It seems like it hurts
like maybe I'm sinking
or maybe I'm just over thinking
then maybe I'm not
maybe today
maybe tomorrow
I'll forget everything about my sorrow
then maybe I wont.
but why, must I, feel lost

I feel incomplete
like maybe theirs more
maybe this isn't what I was meant for
then maybe I'm stuck
maybe there is
maybe there's not
maybe its just a random thought
but who knows if thats true
but why, must I, feel caught

Forget everything
forget all I told you
forget I ever offered to hold you
maybe... scratch that last one
maybe it is
maybe its wrong
I hope I don't feel this for long
but i Probably will
and Why, Must you, feel nothing at all
and why, must you, feel nothing at all.