To be honest, I drew this just to reflect on what’s been going in my day life. I’ve been dealing with bouts of depression and anxiety for a while now and it’s been getting worst recently. It started when a heatwave pretty much threw a wrench into my sleep cycle. Every time I tried falling asleep, the heat would keep me up for long periods. I even had two separate sleepless nights because of it.

Then comes the fact that I was trying to re-texture an avatar for VRChat. Only problem is I don’t know what I’m doing in terms of controls and I was going back and forth with color schemes. To add insult to injury comes my extremely high anxiety regarding natural disasters.

Ever since I was little, I’ve been paranoid about natural disasters occurring near me. It got worst in 2017 when the BC wildfires were going on. I was scared about evacuating and losing everything. It’s something that breaks me every time I think about it.

I just want the anxiety to stop. I want to live a single day without any fear. Without fear of judgement or loss. It’s something I want now more than ever. Again, feedback appreciated. Hope you all have a better week than me.